welterusten allemaal

What charity have you most recently volunteered or donated to?

2011-03-18T08:32:00.001+01:00

WWF, something for animals!

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I broke somebody's heart so bad... :'(

2011-03-18T08:20:00.001+01:00

Minutes turn to hours

Hours turn to days

Knew what I had to do

Couldn't find the words to say

Had the perfect story

Stories have an end

Had to turn the page cause

To keep you was a sin oh ~

You know I loved you with

(Everything that I had)

But what you needed I

{Couldn't be, held you back)

I cared enough about you

To give you the chance

To find someone who care

I broke your heart

(I did it for you)

Tore us apart

(I did it for you)

Just walked away

(I did it for you) Oh ~

For you ~

You wouldn't want my everything

(did it for you)

Someone you knew that I couldn't be

(did it for you)

Why don't you ever understand me

But its true, its true

I did it for you, for you ~

I could say I'm sorry

Wouldn't mean a thing

Tell you what you want to hear

Baby what you wanted wasn't for me

Held you by a string

Had to cut you loose

Cause forever something we can't be

You know I loved you with

(Everything that I had)

[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/charice-lyrics/i-did-it-for-you-lyrics.html ]

But what you needed I

{Couldn't be, held you back)

I cared enough about you

To give you the chance

To find someone who care

I broke your heart

(I did it for you)

Tore us apart

(I did it for you)

Just walked away

(I did it for you ) Oh

For you

You wouldn't want my everything

(did it for you)

Someone you knew that I couldn't be

(did it for you)

Why don't you ever understand me

But its true, its true

I did it for you ~

They say the ones that you love

Are the ones you hurt the most

For all the pain that I've caused you

Baby I'm sorry ~

I did it for you~

(I did it for you)

Tore us apart

I'm so sorry babe

(did it for you)

Just walked away

I did it for you, for you ~

You wouldn't wanted my everything, everything ~

(did it for you)

Someone you knew that I couldn't be

(did it for you)

Why don't you ever understand me

But its true, its true

I did it for you, for you ~

First trainee day!!! STAGE!!!!

2010-08-31T01:07:00.002+02:00

ALL I CAN SAY IS, it sounds fun to work on an architecture firm.

But it has plusses and minussessss...

+ it is more relaxing in the morning

+ you do your work and get drown into the assignment

+ cozy lunch hour with anybody

+ you can forget the time doing some irritating jobs.

- I was to lazy to begin since i didnt know what i had to do.

- I got a bit confused what some instruction means *the company rules*

- Sometimes it takes time for me to UNDERSTAND what to do with drawings they gave.

- After hours drawing, i realize my fault. and yes it has to be revised revised and OH GOD!!!!

- You get headache by too-long-starring-the-black-screen-of-death-of-autocad.

- I begin to miss my vectorworks.

- STRESS thinking that I'm not really hard and fast trainee.

- Being "kicked out" from the office because it was already 18.40.

- Bringing the headache home, and forgot some important things to do : such as

make copies of my passport, resident permit, and my health insurance at school.

What a day. But i like my training place... and also the people.

I'm going to give everyone keychains from bali. It should be really nice if they get one. :)

And hoping they will give me more marks on my final paper. BWAHAHHA....

And i love my mom for buying me a handy lunch box. :)

After months not updated my blog, i would say.... Welterusten Allemaal... or in english is: have a nice sleep everyone..

Adobe Indesign CS4 Page Number Issue

2010-04-16T09:40:00.003+02:00

Check this out:

Export to PDF Indesign CS4 issue:

1) Odd page number and footers which contains my name and the subject or i mean leftpage is gone! Every single version of acrobat doesnt help.

2) The common issue if i export in acrobat 5 or lower (the outer glow doesnt work nice at the fourth page)

can somebody help??

Tulip diary day 1

2010-04-14T20:32:00.002+02:00

YEAH

I got a homework from school.

We have to buy some tulips and each day we should draw the space between the tulips.

0_O

Ok i dunno get it too but i just tried to make one, the first journal of my tulip diaries...

Here we goes...

Pictograms!

2010-02-08T09:39:00.004+01:00

For the analyse training we had to make 5 personal photos during the excursion in the Watergraafsmeer. Not only that. We also had to create 5 pictograms. I didnt know how i had to make it but i had just make these things with all the idea's in my head.

The photos are :

And the final pictograms are just like these:

Okay these pictograms might lack a lot of things but honestly, i'm quite proud of my first attempt design work on illustrator. :)
How do you think?

formspring.me

2010-02-04T00:27:00.001+01:00

Heb je weleens gele sneeuw gegeten?

GELUKKIG NOOIT! hahahahaah... grappige vraag btw. :P

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formspring.me

2010-01-30T19:54:00.001+01:00

Waarom peuter je in je neus op je avatar? (rechter plaatje!)

Ik peuter me in mn neus niet op mn avatar. It supposed to be "ssshhh". hahahaa

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formspring.me

2010-01-30T19:53:00.001+01:00

Why do i have to ask you something?:D

Because i have messaged you on MSN :p

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formspring.me

2010-01-30T19:52:00.001+01:00

Gretta di Belanda ambil apa sih? Trus ntar lulus balik Indo apa stay sana?

Gretta ambil Arsitektur To. Kalo lulus yaa kalo dapet kerja disini kenapa musti balik ke indo? hahahaa :) thx uda nanya

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formspring.me

2010-01-30T19:51:00.001+01:00

Whats your best skill?

Mmm... My creativity i think. Use my hands and my brain to make something good to be seen by combining nice colors

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Gifts from a kind person, uncle Simon Wattimena

2010-01-30T00:50:00.002+01:00

You may call me a cheater or whatever you want, but...
It just had happened for about 1,5 year ago. A nice person had given me all these nice art materials. Which someday might be useful for me. *yeah it does just happen today. I mean, yesterday ;) i need some of these gifts for my training at school*

THE GIFTS ARE:

Van Gogh oil painting set!

Inside look

Acrylic big tubes from Talens

I had no idea what this is. It might be some poster paint or watercolor. :)

Rembrandt Soft Pastels

Inside look!!! 90 pieces!!!

Aah wait!!! I got more of the Van Gogh oil paint tubes. *cheatzz*

This kind a coincidence was just happened when we (Wan King, Beeloo, Rok-ken, Chris and me) went to some art shop called Van Beek in Amsterdam. We went there to buy some material that needed for our coming trainings. New sketch book, new brushes, new ink, and some other things.

Unfortunately some stuffs weren't available there. Such as charcoal en soft pastels. Therefore we decided to go to another art shop called Vlieger, not too far from the previous shop (1 metro halte to waterlooplein en then for about 10 minutes walking from the metro station).

As we arrived there, we went upstairs and fortunately we could find the charcoal! I thought of selling some of them at school on monday if anyone needed that stuff. :p

Okay. We got the charcoal and I needed one more thing! The soft pastels. We asked if they had some kind of soft pastels sets instead of buying some colours per piece.

The man who worked there showed us the needed pastels. For a small one (contains 8 or 12 pieces) costed € 7,50. Aah I thought it can be bought. He told us to wait because he wanted to pick the key of the display window. When he went picking up the key, I was wondering at the other soft pastels above the one I needed. BANG!!! I saw something that feeled familiar to me. Rembrandt soft pastels! If I wasn't mistaken I also have that kind of pastel at home! The man was just popped up and I asked him directly if the pastels above were just the same soft pastels I needed and it was affirmative!!! Yay!!!! I didn't need to buy any soft pastels no more!!! Then we went to Kalverstraat to have some unlimited sushi!! (I had made a post before with my ice cream)

It was not 17.45 yet. We went to Kalvertoren first to take some look at GUESS shop. There was a 50% discount for the GUESS bags. I bought a new one!!! Here you can find the pictures under. :)

The bag!!

Side shot!

Detail 1

Detail 2

Nice nice!!! Hahhaa... I love iPhone and this application, BlogPress!!!

I'm gonna sleep now. Tomorrow is a big day!

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Sushi eten!!

2010-01-29T19:34:00.000+01:00

En als laatste ice macha eten!!!

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Just find another one to fill your emptyness

2010-01-29T01:10:00.000+01:00

You feel bored and sick of your relationship?

Just find another one to fill your emptyness like:
- finding a beter job
- go sign up to a gym, And train yourself every weekend if you have some leasure time
- or have some new courses beside school just like dance courses??
- mmm And maybe just drag a friend of yours to a restaurant and have some nice dinner there. If you pay, your friend wouldnt mind. :)

Just a gross notes during updating my laptop. :p

I do really have to go back to studying the urbanism for tomorrow's exam!!!

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Christmas 2009 and New Year 2010

2010-01-01T01:37:00.001+01:00

This christmas 2009 I feel lonely and empty.

The new year 2010 was not as good as past years.

With no parents i have passed the rough years and The year 2009 is closed with a Coldplay celebration.

I miss à warm embrace. I miss à nice kiss. I dont know what to do.

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color lover <3

2009-11-30T11:21:00.001+01:00

Color by COLOURlovers

WISHLIST FOR CHRISTMAS!

2009-11-04T19:49:00.004+01:00

Jimmy Choo for H&M

"an inspiration" for my parents

2009-10-07T10:19:00.001+02:00

what if i build such house like this, mom?

aishiteiru, watashi no 猿-kun

2009-09-26T22:53:00.003+02:00

i do.

YESTERDAY! my 20th birthday!

2009-09-08T17:23:00.002+02:00

I love this slagroomtaart of HEMA very very veryyyy MUCH!!! Would someone buy me two slagroomtaarts???

07 sept 2009

Happiness, indeed

2009-09-05T01:10:00.000+02:00

i cant deny this

2009-09-04T17:28:00.002+02:00

that it keeps hurting when i keep denying that

i love him so much

more than anything

Lemon melon... i wish you would read this one

2009-09-04T02:19:00.002+02:00

I have been thinking of it and wishing that he would come by my blog and read this post.

Relationships are like glass; sometimes its better to leave it broken then get hurt trying to put it back together

I've got some good quote for now. But I realize that deep in my heart, i wanna prevent the glass to be broken.

I do love you.

"Aku dan Kamu" - Perasaanku ini...

2009-09-04T01:57:00.002+02:00

Ketika mentari belum mengintip dari peraduannya pagi ini,

aku membawa semua bagian otakku yang membuatku mengingatmu,

aku menyeret tubuhku yang baru seinci kau pelajari,

aku membawa senyumku yang belum lama kau nikmati,

aku menunggumu di sudut hari, dengan degup yang sama.

Ketika nanti matahari sudah kembali ke peraduannya,

aku tahu aku akan kecewa mendapati pria yang berbeda darimu yang dulu,

aku tahu yang terbaik yang akan aku miliki hanya seorang teman baik,

aku tahu nantinya hatiku milikmu dan hatimu tetap milikmu,

setidaknya, aku tahu aku masih boleh berada di sini.

Bagiku kamu sempurna di antara rapuh dan kerasnya hati yang membaja,

bagiku kamu segalanya,

segalanya yang tidak akan kusentuh,

karena bagiku..

Mari kita nikmati jalan yang membuat kita pernah bersatu,

mari kita tertawa lepas atas ketidaksempurnaan kita dahulu,

mari kita menjadi diri kita,

dengan begitu aku tahu,

aku dan kamu membeku dalam waktu,

kita bukan kita yang dulu,

mari maju tinggalkan kita pada masa yang lalu.

by Tabitha Nugroho

busy time, hectic time, today is time to fly away!

2009-08-20T04:15:00.002+02:00

Yes indeed.

I'm going back to the Netherlands today.
As i ever put the flight information on my MSN nickname i am going to fly fly away for the xxx times.

On board at Soekarno-Hatta Airport Jakarta : 19.00
Terminal 2 E
Lufthansa LH 778 or LH 779 ( i forgot which one :p )

For those who are going to pick me up at Schiphol Airport, Amsterdam, this is the flight info:
Flight nr : LH 4670
21 aug 2009
arrival time 09.05
CONFIRMED

I pray to God to have some blessings for me and my whole family where ever they are. May God give them strength, health, and wisdom for everything they do.

God bless you all.
Goodbye Indonesia
Goodbye my beloved country
....

xxx
Gretta

update setelah sekian lama pensiun :P

2009-08-18T07:59:00.003+02:00

*correction for the month : June >> July-August

Veel dingen heb ik gedaan afgelopen dagen. Maar helaas had ik bijna geen tijd om mn blog te uploaden. Echt jammer. Ik heb wel veel foto's gemaakt, maar wel echt lui om te uploaden op mijn photobucket. Best wel veel en zeker lang om te wachten.

Ik had dus een idee om een slide show te maken. we gaan kijken of straks wel gelukt zal worden of niet. hahaha. wel nog een keer moet ik foto's uploaden op een site. Maar als je wel geduld hebt voor een of 2 uren dan zal het wel lukken denk ik.

Zelf vond ik mijn blog een beetje zielig toen iemand aan mij vertelde dat mijn blog zoooooo OLDSKOOL was. huff.... ik meen dat niet eigenlijk :p. hahaha... maar ja... is goed... tot zo!

Happy holiday in Yogyakarta en Bali my friends, Koen en Nick.
God bless you two guys!!!!

FISHEYE 2 CAMERA!

2009-08-11T19:38:00.003+02:00

FASCINATION!

I GOT MY NEW LOMOGRAPHY CAMERA!
THE ALMIGHTY FISHEYE NO. 2!!!

update?

2009-08-08T18:51:00.003+02:00

Sorry...
I'm too tired to post all the photos. i'm at the moment uploading them to my photobucket. But i'll just go sleep when i finish this post. :p

Today I went to the dentist for the third time.
I was having some treatment for my two holes on my 14th and 15th teeth.
The hole on the 14th tooth was a lil bit deep. Then they had to clean the hole, then cover it with the temporary cement. And i gotta go back for the last treatment for the 14th tooth.

The cleaning of 15th tooth is done and the dentist said that i just had to permanent mend the hole. Because the 15th tooth is not strong anymore (it can break anytime because of the hole), the dentist suggest me to implant a pin there (screw to strengthen my tooth). I replied him with a nod, as long as it was good for me.

SO it was the dentist event.

We went then to Bogor. My mother suggested me a good factory outlet there (Rumah Gaya). I fell in sleep on the way and just woke up when we were arrived at a Sundanesse Restaurant called Bakul-bakul.

We ordered some food, but i just ordered Gurame fish (gegrilled). it was okay... but
I was not really sure that it could be Okay for my stomach. And i have made some photo there.

Gado-gado

Tempe goreng (fried tempe-soya bean product)

Sop Buntut (ox tail soup)

Bandeng Bakar

Then we headed to Rumah Gaya. A ton of goodies were there and we'd also bought a lot :p

Rumah gaya

And there I made some pictures with the Koi fishes!!!

Moeee!!! ik ga ff slapen jah

hmmm....

2009-08-04T18:06:00.002+02:00

Sunday august 2nd 2009
Nothing much.

I went to the church. Telling my story when I was in the Netherlands before the people during the service and I sang a gospel in Dutch too.

The service was over and we went home. I was starving and wanted to eat my mother’s babi kecap!
It was just fuckin’ delicious that everyone from the party had brought some of all the foods. My Gee..
Ok. After lunch we ate the durians that we earlier bought on the way home. Hmmm…. Lekker!!
I bet that Timo will just say, “Gadver”. Haha :p

Since this morning the internet didn’t work. It was so annoying that I couldn’t upload the pictures I’ve made. And of course, updating my blog. Huff.

AND I have SPENT MY TIME BY…. . .. … …. ….. PRACTICING MY PIANO SKILL!!!!

Hahaha…
The keyboards of Tante Nona are just left here on purpose so that I can play some instruments. She left all the band equipments at home! Even the fabulous microphones! Haha… Heil Tante Nona. You’re good.

Blablaing, singing thousand of songs along with my niece, Danty making me feeling better. At least that’s the other option for my that-day-goal : GETTING RID MY BOREDOM. Another fine option beside playing my Nintendo DSi. Hihihi… And we played till 7pm. SUDDENLY !!

I remember that we have to pick up my developed films! YEAHHH!!!!
Nice.
We were heading then to Plaza Adorama, Kemang. On the way It was a huge bazaar ON THE MAIN STREET!!! While the Plaza Adorama was just around 400m from the bazaar point and we had to find another way in the seldom-visited-city. (-__-)” And it takes TIMES!
Arrived there finally, having my positive film cross-processed, and I also had given some of my digital photo’s to be printed. And the day after I can pick them up.

After Adorama event, we went to Sederhana Restaurant. It’s a Padang restaurant. Another time I’ll take some picture how the foods were being served. :P
I usually eat some “Ayam Pop” (Chicken baked in the steam of coconut milk) + “Its sambal” (The chili of the ayam pop) + “Lalap singkong” (A sort veggie called singkong and it is boiled in hot water)…

Ayam Pop

Sambal of Ayam Pop

Lalapan Singkong

BUT UNFORTUNATELY They had no more ayam pop. So I ate some ayam opors with the lalap singkong. Then we went home. On the way, my father came by the Fruit shop, and for the … times he bought a durian. At home we ate the durian! AGAAAINNN?? HHAAHAH…

Super big durian!

*Ah ja. Om Tepi went along with us too (My pa, ma, danty, and I). He came by our house to accompany his fiancée having Christian lesson with Oom Agape at my house. But it seems that it would be so boring sitting along listening to them or whatever, so I told him to go with us*

PARTY!

2009-08-04T17:40:00.002+02:00

OK

This is soo irritating.
My internet doesn’t work since Sunday 02 august 2009!
Really really uncomfortable.
Hell yeah.
I can’t update my blog, and I can’t upload my photo’s on photobucket.
HUAAA….

monday, august 3rd 2009...
The guy next door has helped me with this shit and it worked for a sec (the Mozilla firefox startpage showed up). Then it downed again.

No RAPIDSHARE…
HIKZ…

NO MSN…
NO FACEBOOK….
NO LEMON….

Okay Okay… stop whining….
I’ll just summary everything that is done since Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday.
Friday…
I went to the dentist at 10 am. There was a long que

Saturday, august 1st 2009…
PARTY IN THE HOUSE!!!

Okay. A party began with a Christian service brought by my priest.
This party was for my mom who was celebrating her birthday on past 27 july 2009. Not only her, but also her sister (my aunt – 25 juli), Aunt Tini, her uncle (my grandpa – 7 juli), Opa Pitong, her mother-in-law (My Grandma – 24 juli), Oma Te, and the wife of the priest, Mrs. Frieda Nehemia (28 juli). And it also became such a “welcome home party” for me. Hoho… nice…

It was just a hectic hours. From 7pm to round 1am. Everyone came. People from the church, the neighbors, and mostly the families. It was just a full house. Full with music and solo keyboard. Singing songs till late night. People (mostly men) have drunk Johnny Walkers till they drunk. And Oom Vence was really drunk that he suddenly fell down when he was dancing with Tante Nona. Hahaha… It was so funny to see a really drunken person. He fell down in sleep suddenly. We (Tante Nona, Oom Reiki, etc) had moved The drunken oom Vence to the couch.

It was 1 am and everyone except the family went home. My dad had to bring some people home such as Oma Te (My grandma), Tante Herce (cousin of Oma Te, niece of my dad), Tante Nona (little sis of my dad), Glenn (her son), Grumia (her daughter), and Oma Aneng (it’s a lil bit shopisticated to say who she is) :P. I accompanied my dad at that moment.

I went home and fell in sleep.

PHOTO SESSION:
>shrimp ball >Oom Tepi >birthday cake >drunken Oom Vence

Another BLISS

2009-07-31T19:56:00.005+02:00

DENTIST EVENT

In the morning I went to the LAKESGILUT (Lembaga Kesehatan Gigi dan Mulut) of the Indonesian air force. Lakesgilut is a hospital full with dentists who help us healing and taking care of our teeth.

I went first to room 5 to clean my teeth. It was a really quite experience to get all my "karang gigi" cleaned. The doctor have diagnosed that i had some holes in my 14th and 15th teeth. I gotta go to room 6 where they can add something that the hole is being closed.

The doctor there said that th e hole is quite big and she didnt dare to permanent the "add-ons". She add some temporary "add-on" in the hole and she told me to go to another room to get my teeth rontgent.

I went back to her and she said to me that the hole is quite deep and i have to get another treatment. It was Endodonsi or nerves treatment, and for the second or third time i had to go to room 3. But she told me that i also can return in the evening, round 6 o'clock.

HAIR TREATMENT EVENT

And we decided to take some hair treatments in Plaza Pondok Gede. I chose to have ginseng creambath to strengthen my hair. OMG... It wa s sooo relaxing to have someone who massage your head when you are watching TV, and when you are waiting the cream to be absorbed your back hand, and fingers are being scrubbed. Soo relax... then they blew my hair and we went back to lakesgilut at 4 0'clock. Hoping that there are no more a long queue. And we got that they are closed and be opened at 5 or 5.30pm. NICE. We decided to go to Senayan city to buy some shirts.

SenCi EVENT

I was riding my black sport car head to Senayan City.

I got some kind of stomachache.
It was really not comfy. I had to go to toilet as i got there and just got an idea that i got somekind of diarrhea or diarrhoea.

Very uncomfortable.

We (My dad, mom and I) went to the DEBENHAMS dept. store, and luckily i found some nice shorts and a grey jeans. I also bought 3 Giordano Tshirts. There was a promotion. 3 shirts for only Rp. 279.000,-. If i bought only one, it costs Rp. 179.000,- Quite nice....
I also saw a nice and cute dress there. I forgot about the brand but it's quite expensive for Indonesian people (Because it's converted to Indonesian Rupiah first)

At last we went to Guess store. I have bought 2 nice bags. Two bags for only Rp. 1.500.000,- how expensive it were. And we had decided to buy 2 bags (black and grey) which cost in total Rp 3.200.000,-. Hehe.... it was quite nice... (i put one of my bag, the other one is being used by my mom, i'll upload them later)
Before we got home, we bought some cake and bread by Bread Talk. I saw no more cheesse cake there. So dissapointed since i really loved the cheesse cake blueberry of the bakery. NOOOO~~~!!

I felt hungry and we ate dinner at Kafe Betawi. As usual, I ate Nasi Goreng Pete (pedas) there. I ordered Sekoteng too! So long ago that i ate sekoteng. And my dad ordered some Es Campur. Ah anyway.

Nasi Goreng Pete is also called fried rice pete. And what i ordered is the hot ones. You can also order the medium one. It was soo delicious, really delicious! Unfortunately I havent taken the picture of it :(

Sekoteng is some hot dessert coming from Java island. It is warm and like some soup with ginger sauce. It contains some soft things like pacar cina, cincau, bread, kolang kaling, green beans, and peanuts. It is so delicious and i got better when i drink the sauce.

Es Campur is random ice :p.
It is really random, you can add whatever you want in it. If you want some coconut, put it in. Cincau and pacar cina, put them in. Avocado and tape (fermented cassave), put them in. And some grated ice would be added on the things and some pink-not-really-thick-syrup would be poured on the grated ice.

Taman Anggrek Mall and Exotic Fruits Event

2009-07-30T22:33:00.004+02:00

That day I was awake at 10 o'clock. A bit later than yesterday. I had so much to do in the night which i cant do in the afternoon or evening. It's because we went somewhere or somewhere and somewhere else in one day and we mostly go home after dinner time. We had surely dinner before we got home. SURE.

First i went to the house of my grandma, Oma Té. She seemed to be healthy. I'm glad to see her so cheerfully smiled to me and hugged me after a period of time. Not so long we went to Taman Anggrek Mall. I wanted to skate that day. My parents dropped me there and they went directly to Mangga Dua Mall to buy things and then they went to the office of my mom. At dinner time my parents picked me up. I was so tired skating after a while. But it feels sooo good to be on ice again. :p

Anyway I had spoken to my former coach, Mr. Suparmo if he had time on tuesday to give me a lesson. He said yes. My other former coach, Bro. Valiant is now studying abroad in Australia. I cant take him as my coach anymore.

At 7 o'clock my mom picked me up. we went to the food court, buying some coupons, and directly went to the stand 'pure sugar cane' extract. Oh God it tasted soo good after 1,5 year havent been drinking that thing! My parents went to Manadonesse counter and i went to the thailand counter where i used to get my tom yum soup. When i got there i cant find the counter anymore. There's another counter in the place of the thailand food counter i meant. Then I saw around me. Seeing if there's another counter that served tom yum soup. I have found it and got my to yum soup there.

After a while i can take my tom yum soup.

ACE Hardware and Index Artha Gading Event

2009-07-30T19:27:00.006+02:00

Tuesday, 28 juli 2009

I went to ACE Hardware and Index, Mall Artha Gading to buy some chic home appliances for my new house, such as:

- Portable Air Conditioner. I have to admit that this stuff is really handy for us if we are having some chat in the living room or if we have some breakfast in the kitchen. It has wheels and it gives cool gently air. NICE. Really nice for the open Ground floor of my house. We only have air conditioner in the bedrooms, not in the united guest-livingroom-and-kitchen. :p

- Pressure Rice & Food Cooker. This doesnt really suit me. This belongs to my mom. This thing is really handy too. Can you even imagine if you can cook rice in only 12 minutes? And the rice becomes sooo really nice and delicious?? Yeah. We I ndonesian people call this thing more as a "Presto" cooker. I dont know this phrases in English, nor in Dutch. Sorry. But Presto is (according to me) something which uses pressure in its product to make the food softer than ever. This pressure makes the food really fast well done too. And so does the rice.... I can't really good describe how it works but... okay... I hope that you'll get my point.

-5 Bathroom Pieces set. I do really love my bathroom pie ces set. They are so cute and easy to be hung on my bahtroom wall.

- Cleaning critters. Guess what is this thing for? hahahahaha... *clue: the name is Cleaning Critters SHOWER SQUEEGE.*

- Flower Power Oval Dish Brush. I thought that this one is gonna be used for in the bathroom. But this cute thing is to brush your dish. It belongs to kitchen thus.

What I till now have done ... :)

2009-07-28T04:58:00.004+02:00

Saturday, 24 juli 2009

time to travel to Indonesia (location : Schiphol Airport, the Netherlands)

Have received a platina bracelet as a gift for holding my Propedeuse in a year

Sunday, 25 juli 2009

Have had my haircut

U-mode salon. Stylist : Mas Yadi

Went to Senayan City Mall, and got my second present from my parents, the guess watch.
(location: Kafe Betawi, Senayan City, Jakarta)

Went t0 Debenhams dept. store and had bought some nice things
(location: Debenhams, Senayan City Mall, Jakarta)

Monday, 25 juli 2009

Went to Mangga Dua Mall. Have got my third present: Nintendo DSi

Had dinner in Seafood Gunung Sahari (Fire Shrimp and Crabs)

B.L.I.S.S

2009-07-27T20:59:00.003+02:00

These are presents from my lovely parents because I have got my propedeuse
Thanks for everything mom, dad. I promise you to study harder to make you two proud of me.
I love you two... and HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!!

Nintendo DSi

Guess Watch

Platina Bracelet

post photo

2009-07-26T22:05:00.008+02:00

Me and my bestfriend, Wanking Yi on the engine(Schiphol, Netherlands)

Me and my bestfriend, Wanking Yi on the engine(Schiphol, Netherlands)

Me and my nephew, Timo on the engine(Schiphol, Netherlands)

Me and my bestfriend, Wanking Yi on the engine(Schiphol, Netherlands)

Me and my nephew, Timo on the engine(Schiphol, Netherlands)

Me and my bestfriend, Wanking Yi in the cabin (Schiphol, Netherlands)

Me and my bestfriend, Wanking Yi in the cabin (Schiphol, Netherlands)

Skyview 1

Skyview 2

Skyview 3

No TV!!!!

Boeing 747-400

I was so bored!

Travel mate

Arrived!

APV Luxury

APV Luxury

busy with uploading pictures, i post this one first

2009-07-25T22:57:00.002+02:00

Zaterdag 25 juli 2009
4.00 am

I’m now on board, and really really bored right now.
I have tried to ged rid my boredom by playing Jeanne D’Arc on my red PSP.
But till now I feel soo lonely and I am a bit disappointed to the Lufthansa aircraft.
They seem don’t really care about us the passengers I think. First I had pushed the stewardess button on the lean of my uncomfy seat ---HELL YEAH. Sir Hien Sie had earlier said to me that he has booked an upperclass of my economy seat. I thought first of business class but it doesn’t (once again disappointed)---- But the supposed steward of stewardess didn’t come though. Really really fishy.

Oke. Now meal time. Or more of the LAST SUPPER I had.
Since I just own some Euro coins which means that I came home to indo with no money (with a €6,27 loan from the ABN Amro bank), I hadn’t had any dinner since I boarded from Amsterdam. Ok I’ll tell you the whole story.

Schiphol airport – and on board destination Frankfurt
Just before I get in the boarding gate with X-rays machines I had two of the mini burgers of Burger King’s six packs. Yeah a lot of better instead of nothing to eat before the long trip.

It was around 17.20 when I went to the gate. I just focused to get where the gate was located. Along the duty free shops, and I forgot to take or to have bought some SEE BUY FLY plastic bag just like what my uncle said. But honesty I don’t really get what the advantages of having the bag he means. With my last Euro coins I thought I couldn’t even afford to buy a single thing in order to get some of those ‘super’ bags. Ahhahaha… And I went on without looking around. :P

17.32 I just took a seat on the gate C17. FYI, to come to the gate you have to walk on a really really long corridor. I walked on my brand new high heels zara laars and hell yeah. It gave me a ton of pain on my feet. Hahaha… Now that I know how it feels, I’ll go back to the Netherlands with MY SLIPPERS!!!

Boarding time is 17.55. I stepped on the airplane, and search of my seat. I gotta go to Frankfurt first with a smaller plane. I took my seat on 7F (window). It was quite a NICE short trip. And we just got a bread and a mini BOUNTY (for those who in Netherland live knows what bounty is :p). It is such a snickers but what you will find inside is not peanut with caramel butter and nougat. No. It is such coconut. It tasted OK since I found bounty delicious last year when everything was new for me :P.

YES we got only such small bread with ham and a bounty. And a glass of mineral water.
Hahaha…

Frankfurt Airport – Transit time
Ok at 19.10 we landed in Frankfurt airport. I must admit that the airport was fine. So big BIG and LONG. But Schiphol’s toilets seems better for me. Frankfurt airport’s toilets are not so … okay. :P We was in gate A 48 or something and we had to go to gate C15. The ‘Abvlugt’ C is on the other side of the airport. We had to take the skyline to get there. And there I gotta scan my hand baggage. AND YEAH IT PEEPS when I went through the people scanner. I gotta go to be checked as if I’m a terrorist or something. I had to get my coins out of my jeans pocket, and I gotta give them my shoes too! Yeah high heels have mostly some steel on the heels right?

The gate was not so far from the Xray point. Okay, finally just got there. I was having a chat with 2 indonesians passangers with the same destination. But I found the gate really cool. We had only scan a strange barcode on our boarding pass and I went through the machine. Really really cool. I’ll show you the barcode!

ON BOARD destination JAKARTA via Singapore
And now knowing that this plane or certainly this economy class doesn’t have mini TV’s on each seat makes me really really really bored during the flight. Now on my list I have:

MAS (Malaysian Airlines) of Malaysia --- this one is the best choice I’ve ever had. Best seat with TV’s (up to date films and friendly navigation joystick remote control) and really cool and not warm as now. DAMN how can I be soo sweaty on this airplane? Vertel!
JAL (Japan Airlines) of Japan --- my second option. I recommend you to take this kewl airlines (It has TV on the seats, cool programs and a bunch TV shows are shown and most of them are in Japanesse which I couldn’t even understand ahha). Really fine but you have to transit in Japan which take longer time flight. -_-“. And I got some trauma in Japan with this airlines. So I don’t think I would ever once again flight with this Airlines. Haha. :p
KLM (Koninklijke blablabla) of the Netherlands --- Hell yeah of the Netherlands. You’ve been thought that it might be the best I am gonna tell. BUT. NO. NO TV, AND ZO SAAI (a Netherlands term for sooo boring). Nope, If you want a good and cheap flight. Take this one. And bring your laptop and all your gadgets (ipod, iphone, PSP, DSi or something) along, and you’ll get a great flight. Ahhaha.
Lufthansa Airlines of Germany --- Have you read option 3? Ok here is the same. Luckily I bring ALL MY GADGETS along so that I can write something and Iam now gonna watch Boys Over Flowers I’ve just downloaded from internet. Hehehe…

I’ll update when I am in Indo.

4.59am

CHANGI Airport Singapore

2009-07-25T10:20:00.001+02:00

HAAJJJ...

Ik ben nu in Changi Airport Singapore.
Even hier interneten en blog even bijhouden.

Ik heb wel verhalen op mijn laptop gemaakt over gisteren en vandaag. Maar hij is nu dood vanwege dat de batterij leeg is.

Als ik al in Indo aankom en als ik weer thuis ben dan zal ik meteen mijn blog even updaten.

Is goed. De tijd is bijna om en ik moet ook ff naar de gate. Anders ben ik te laat voor de volgende vlieg. haha.

Ah ja. Jakarta 25 juli 2009 Flight number : LH 778 Arrival time: 17.40

NEW SLIPPER!!!

2009-07-22T21:11:00.003+02:00

OKAY.... this one.... I finally bought this one... in SILVER

MISS SIXTY SLIPPER!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-21T19:22:00.003+02:00

I went to every single shoe stores in Amsterdam Shopping Center but… UNFORTUNATELY I DIDNT FIND THE MISS SIXTY SLIPPERS I REALLY WANTED TO BUY! Yes indeed. They don’t have size 37 for this slippers. I went to Amsterdamse Poort (Bijlmer)& Stad (Nieuwendijk & Kalverstraat). I didn’t find any. Tomorrow I’ll try to go to Leidsestraat & Dappermarkt or even Osdorpplein if I had to. But for sure I am gonna call the shop first (Nelson Osdorpplein) to make sure if they have the pair of these slippers.

ELSE, mom could u please check this one out in Indo? OR

Would my daddy long leg ever buy me this masterpiece?? :P

5 days left

2009-07-19T10:15:00.002+02:00

5 days left.

a ton stuff that has to be bought
a lot of things to do
and i am still thinking of lemon grass
which has an unique aroma.

i dont know what to say but
i dont feel like going back to my homecountry.

so sad...

Bla bla bla

2009-07-17T21:54:00.002+02:00

Hmm... mmm...

21:56

lying on his bed
writting this post
listening to "coz i love u" by agnes monica
thinking of strawberry cheesse cake
wanna have a good dessert
starring at him
smiling at him

still...

coz i love u

do you know what i'm feeling right now?

2009-07-13T23:43:00.001+02:00

hiring a new small place
just for you and me
and trying to stand up on my own feet

we all need time to think

2009-06-13T18:14:00.001+02:00

7 days to think and to reflect everything that is done.

tired

2009-06-13T15:30:00.002+02:00

i'm so emotional
so tired
so sick of this life

why couldnt it be better than before?
why am i so stupid?
and why does he not care or even sense what i'm feeling?

i couldn't even stand, walk, nor cry no more.

The Mobile Suit Gundam RX 78 is launching in Japan!!!!!

2009-06-10T20:16:00.004+02:00

Yes, they have finally made the FIRST 1/1 scale GUNDAM!!!

It is just too owesome to be seen. 18 meter tall with all the powerful thrusters!

wOOt!!

Here is an article from www.kotaku.com

Just when we were getting used to giant Gundam crotch, the rest of the life-sized statue has appeared. That's right, the mecha monument is just about done.

To celebrate the 30th anniversary of the mecha anime/manga/toy/video game franchise, this 18-meter-tall (59-foot-tall) RX-78 has been erected.

Part of the "Mobile Suit Gundam 30th Anniversary Project," the structure in Odaiba's Shiokaze Park will stay up for only two months and be built from fiberglass-reinforced plastic over a steel frame and coated in a layer of awesomeoness.

Fifty points on the Gundam statue will emit light, and mist will shoot out of 14 different points on the statue. The 1/1 scale Gundam boasts a moveable head and a continuous stream of oh-man-this-is-so-damn-cool.

Assembled Odaiba Gundam [DannyChoo via Topless Robot via The Daily What via Gizmodo]

FW: FAKTA MENINGGAL NYA MAHASISWA INDONESIA DI SINGAPORE‏

2009-05-02T15:09:00.004+02:00

I dont know about the truth of this case, but i just think that i have to share this to all of my friends. What would you do if you were me?

"Apa yang kita lakukan hari ini menentukan masa depan kita, so jgn pernah menunda apapun hari ini"

Peace Love God Bless

[g-rY] HaLLaTu

FYI,
Dari milis tetangga.
__
Hari ini (5/3-09) saya dan temen2 SD/SMP yang seangkatan sama David
Hartanto (Ming2) kita sama2 main kerumah keluarga Hartanto, sekedar
untuk menyampaikan bela sungkawa, serta mencari kebenaran yang
sesungguhnya karena kami tahu kalau David tidak akan melakukan hal-hal
yang seperti diberitakan oleh media. Disana kami disambut oleh kakak
David, dan orangtuanya, kebetulan kami datang bersamaan dengan
keluarga besar
Hartanto, jadi kami lebih banyak mengobrol dengan kakak
David, yaitu William Hartanto, atau dulu dikenal teman2 seangkatannya
dengan panggilan Weha.

Semakin lama mendalami kasus ini, makin banyak keanehan yang terbuka,
dan untuk adanya pemberitaan yang mulai menunjukkan kebenaran, kami
berterima kasih untuk rekan David
di NTU yaitu edwin, kami tahu dia
mempertaruhkan gelar sarjananya demi mengungkap kebenaran, karena itu
kami juga mau membantu menyebarkan kabar yang sesungguhnya.

Kejanggalan-kejanggalan yang ada:
1. Munculnya berita bahwa David menyerang Profesor Chan Kap Luk, lalu
bunuh diri, padahal tidak ada bekas sayatan di pergelangan tangan
seperti yang diberitakan, lalu darimana muncul berita tersebut? Untuk
apa dimunculkan berita palsu bahwa David menyayat pergelangan
tangannya?

2. Saat keluarga tiba disana senin malam setelah kejadian, keluarga
ingin langsung melihat jenazah David, namun
dihalangi oleh pihak2
tertentu, dengan alasan sudah peraturan, tentu saja keluarga harus
menurut, apalagi saat itu keluarga masih syok. Lalu saat diizinkan
melihat kondisi jenazah keesokan harinya, keluarga hanya diizinkan
untuk melihat jenazah bagian leher ke atas, sedangkan bagian tubuh
yang lain telah ditutupi
plastik. Keluarga Hartanto juga telah
mengkonfirmasikan ke pihak polisi Singapura, tidak ada luka di bagian
pergelangan tangan. Saat itu keluarga Hartanto juga melihat di bagian
leher depan (daerah leher dibawah bahu) terdapat banyak plesteran
luka.

Pertanyaannya. Untuk apa keluarga Hartanto menunggu 1 hari untuk
melihat jenazah keluarga kandung mereka sendiri? Mengapa jenazah harus
ditutupi oleh plastik? Apakah benar ada peraturan seperti itu? Atau
hanya karangan pihak2 tertentu saja untuk menutupi kenyataan? Darimana
asal luka di leher? Mengapa jenazah David terlihat berdarah cukup
parah di
bagian bokong?

3. Saat keluarga tiba di TKP senin malam, karena tidak diizinkan untuk
melihat jenazah, keluarga datang ke NTU untuk melihat TKP, namun saat
sampai, polisi tidak menemukan satupun bekas darah ataupun police
line. Hebat bukan? Hanya dalam waktu sekitar 7 jam sejak waktu
kejadian, TKP telah
bersih total, adakah alasan untuk buru2
membersihkan TKP?

4. Lalu keluarga datang melihat kamar David, dan apa yang ditemukan?
Ternyata semua peralatan komputer yang ada di kamar itu semua MENYALA.
Apakah seorang yang mau bunuh diri akan menyalakan semua peralatan
komputernya? Bahkan menurut kesaksian seorang teman, account MSN David
masih menyala. Apakah hal ini terlihat seperti David mau mengakhiri
hidupnya? Bahkan dia masih bermain game online sampai jam 2 pagi di
hari kejadian bersama teman yang tadi menjenguk keluarga David.

5. Pada ruangan profesor tertinggal tas David yang biasa dia bawa,
dan
tebak apa yang dia bawa dalam tasnya? Sebuah handuk dan botol air
mineral 1,5 L. (Semua yang mengenal Ming2 pasti tahu, dikelas, sejak
SD, Ming2 selalu membawa handuk, bahkan kadang dikalungkan di leher
saat berada di kelas, dia juga selalu membawa air minum yang banyak
karena mamanya selalu berpesan
untuk banyak mengkonsumsi air). Apakah
seorang yang mau membunuh, lalu bunuh diri, akan membawa barang
seperti itu? Akan jauh lebih mudah untuk membawa sebilah pisau yang
besar (lebih besar dari pisau berukuran 10cm yang muncul di TKP, yang
entah milik siapa).

6. Keluarga dihalang-halangi saat hendak bertemu dengan Profesor Chan
Kap Luk, dengan alasan, saat itu dia sedang di ICU, dan kenyataannya?
Hari rabu sang Profesor telah keluar dari rumah sakit. Apakah ada
catatan seorang yang menderita luka tusukan parah yang harus masuk
ICU, dapat keluar dari rumah sakit dalam tidak sampai 2 hari? Benarkan
sang
Profesor terluka? Atau hanya membaca koran sambil bersantai di
ICU?

7. Saat keluarga ingin bertemu dengan "saksi mata" yang melihat David
melompat dari lantai 4, pihak NTU menghalangi dengan alasan hal itu
harus dirahasiakan. Oke, kalau begitu, darimana kita tahu kalau benar2
ada orang yang melihat
kalau David benar2 melompat, bukannya terjatuh
ataupun dijatuhkan orang?

8. Data tentang David dan FYP (Final Year Project) nya telah dihapus
dari database NTU. Hanya dalam 2 hari, NTU langsung menghapus data
topik FYP yang sedang David kerjakan, adakah alasan khusus dibalik
keterburu-buruan pihak NTU untuk menghapus data tersebut? Tidakkah ada
rasa ingin mengenang salah satu mahasiswa berprestasinya, alih-alih
langsung menghapus data, seakan David tidak pernah kuliah disana?

9. Polisi Singapura menahan Laptop milik David dan akan dikembalikan
setelah penyelidikan selesai. Untuk apa?

10. Pisau yang
ada di TKP, dilaporkan berasal dari hall 4, itu hasil
investigasi? Atau hanya karangan? Seorang teman di NTU berkata bahwa
biasanya seorang dosen memiliki pisau kecil di ruangannya yang biasa
digunakan untuk memotong buah. Jadi? Itu pisau milik David Hartanto
atau Chan Kap Luk?

11. Waktu
kejadian adalah sekitar jam 10.45 waktu Singapura hari
Senin, apakah tidak terdengar aneh jika hanya sedikit sekali mahasiswa
yang ada dan menyaksikan kejadian? Adakah tekanan dari pihak NTU untuk
tutup mulut?

12. Senjata yang ditemukan -pisau buah 10cm- ditemukan tanpa gagang,
dimanakah gagangnya? Mengapa tidak dilakukan analisa sidik jari? Jelas
tidak mungkin menusuk seseorang tanpa menggunakan gagang pisau, jadi
entah siapapun yang menusuk siapa, pasti ada gagangnya, namun
pemberitaannya belum jelas.

Pemberitaan miring yang disebutkan media pun tidak berdasar, berikut
klarifikasinya:

1. David berniat
membunuh Profesornya lalu bunuh diri meloncat. Di
dalam ruangan tersebut hanya ada David dan Profesor, David telah
tiada, dan kesaksian yang bisa didengarkan hanyalah dari Profesor,
darimana kita tahu kalau kesaksian tersebut benar? Tanpa bukti2 yang
cukup, kesaksian Profesor tersebut tidak
bisa dijadikan alasan untuk
menyalahkan David.

2. David dikatakan stress karena beasiswanya dicabut, bahkan dia salah
sasaran, yaitu mengamuk ke dosen pembimbingnya. Tidakkah hal itu
terdengan sangat aneh? David sangat tahu dengan jelas bahwa
beasiswanya diberhentikan karena prestasinya menurun, bukan salah
Profesor itu. Pihak keluarga telah diberitahu sejak hari pertama
diberitahukan bahwa beasiswanya diberhentikan, dan pihak keluarga
menerima, dan mampu untuk membayarnya, David juga bersikap biasa2 saja
tentang pemberhentian beasiswanya. Bagi yang mengenal dia, tentu tahu
bahwa dia orang yang sangat cuek, hal ini juga
dapat dilihat dari post
edwin.

3. Dikatakan pula, bahwa David depresi karena tidak mampu
menyelesaikan FYPnya. Seorang rekan David disana menyatakan bahwa FYP
David hampir selesai. Dia tidak pulang ke Indonesia pada akhir
semester lalu, karena ingin berkonsentrasi menyelesaikan
FYPnya. Bagi
yang mengenal David, apalagi kami teman sekolahnya, tentu tahu, David
sejak dulu memang ketagihan game, tapi 1 hal, dia selalu mengerjakan
tugas dan PRnya dengan baik, tanpa bantuan orang lain apalagi menyalin
hasil pekerjaan orang lain. Jadi, jika dikatakan dia menyerang dosen
pembimbingnya karena FYPnya tidak selesai, hal itu benar2 tidak masuk
diakal.

4. David diberitakan pula menghilang dari pergaulan selama kurang
lebih 1 minggu sebelum kejadian, namun keluarga David tahu yang
sebenarnya, David sedang berkonsentrasi untuk menyelesaikan FYPnya,
jadi pernyataan bahwa David menghilang dari pergaulan karena
sedang
depresi dan ingin membunuh itu sangat tidak valid, karena saat itu dia
banyak chatting dengan kakaknya, bahkan bermain game online bersama
temannya di Indonesia. Terlihat seperti orang depresi yang mau
membunuh dosennya? Tidak sama sekali!

Saat ini fakta-fakta yang muncul
setelah menyingkirkan pemberitaan media
adalah:
1. David meninggal jatuh dari lantai 4, tanpa luka sayatan di
pergelangan tangan, dan dengan luka di bagian leher, serta bagian
bokong berlumuran darah.
2. Sang Profesor keluar dari rumah sakit dalam 2 hari, tanpa kejelasan
dan foto apakah dia terluka atau tidak.
3. Pisau tidak jelas berasal darimana, dan ditemukan tanpa gagang.
4. Pihak universitas menutup-nutupi kejadian ini.

Spekulasi dan kemungkinan-kemungkinan:

Apakah benar David menyerang profesor saat dia sedang membungkuk
menghadap ke layar komputer? Jika itu benar, maka tidak mungkin saat
ini profesor tersebut
telah pulang ke rumahnya dalam 2 hari sejak
kejadian.

Apakah sang profesor tersebut yang justru menyerang David?
Tidak tahu, namun jika ya, apa motifnya?

Saat ini santer beredar di Singapura kabar bahwa sang Profesor ingin
merebut FYP milik David. Hal ini didukung oleh
kesaksian teman David
yang mengatakan FYP David hampir selesai. Apakah mungkin seorang dosen
dan Profesor dari universitas terkemuka di negara maju mau merebut FYP
milik mahasiswanya sendiri? Apakah ini motif sesungguhnya? Kita tidak
tahu!

Apakah ada orang ketiga dalam kasus ini?
Kita tidak juga tahu.

Ming, saat ini lo udah gak ada, gak ada lagi yang bisa kita lakukan
buat lo, selain pulihin nama baik lo, dan menyatakan kebenaran, lo
istirahat yang tenang aja disana.

RIP, ming.

Kabarkan ini ke teman-teman, saudara, dan copylah tulisan saya ini di
blog/forum/facebook/friend
ster anda.


--
Please do
not print this email unless you really need to. “Think Green“.

s p r i n g

2009-03-10T02:31:00.004+01:00

Freezing time is over, now the spring shall begin.

I.M.U (i miss u)

2009-03-02T11:34:00.000+01:00

There’s a time in my life
When I feel so much love inside
Taking over my mind,

Everyday every night,
I wonder when you’ll come around,
Wish i can hold you tight

In my arms, forever
Will you let me be the one, in your heart

And I really miss you so bad,
and I really miss you so,
and I really miss you so bad,
and I really miss you so

I miss you…

Baby your sweet smile,
Your lovely personality,
It takes my breath away,

Everyday every night,
I wonder when you’ll come around,
Wish i can hold you tight

In my arms, forever
Will you let me be the one

And I really miss you so bad,
and I really miss you so,
and I really miss you so bad,
and I really miss you so

I miss you…

as if i could do this one too...

2009-03-01T00:51:00.005+01:00

&amp;amp;lt;br/&amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;lt;a href="http://video.msn.com/video.aspx?vid=d8f7122b-4c79-4c6f-9fb6-527d38a5bef3" target="_new" title="Extreme lenigheid"&amp;amp;gt;Video: Extreme lenigheid&amp;amp;lt;/a&amp;amp;gt;

I wonder if i could be so flexible as her. I could be able to do bielmann on ice easily....
As if i was once a ballerina...

ada apa denganmu?

2009-02-27T00:12:00.000+01:00

Entah apa yang sempat dibisikkan malam padamu, yang pasti kamu jadi memutar haluan. Jauh dan terus menjauh dan kemudian menghilang. Menjual mata pada mereka, membuang jauh seorang aku yang masih berusaha mengada untuk ada. Jauh dari berharga, aku mencoba meraih dirimu. Bukan sulit, ternyata mustahil.

Dalam iring ucapan malam, aku tidak meminta, dan berhenti berharap. Biar waktu yang menyatukan kembali serpihan kaca di dada. Kala nanti, aku mau jadi orang pertama yang melihatmu tersenyum. Mungkin bukan untukku, aku hanya mau kamu bahagia.

by : Tabita Nugroho

kumerindumu

2009-02-26T22:24:00.005+01:00

merenung dalam hampa, merayap dalam sepi.
kini dikau hilang melayang diterpa angin gemulai.
apalah artinya sebuah batu yang diam diterpa badai asmara.
apalah artinya kasih tanpa sebuah senyuman.

kumerenung dalam kalbu, kapankah ini berakhir.
terhisap gelap dalam hati, kau menjadi pasir.
hilang diterpa angin gemulai, ku tak tahan lagi.

menahan sepi sendiri tanpa sinar pelangi.

A "FUN" Shopping DAY

2009-02-15T23:20:00.015+01:00

YES INDEED. I have shopped today. A lil bit crazy actually for a foreign student with no part-time job. But. I need these things. Maybe it's gonna be a supppppppppppppperrrr borrrring thing in this blog but. I'll just list the things i've hunted (just try to be honest, this is really embarrasing -___-" and this post is also dedicated to my parents in Indonesia)

I dont think that it would be a good idea if i list the price first. Lets first take a look at the stuffs.

Minnetonka grey
DIVINO (€ 59.95)

Minnetonka black
DIVINO (€ 39.95)

Wannabe-Minnnetonka brown (beige)
DIVINO (€ 64.95)

2 thighs @ €9.90
H&M (€ 19.80)
1 panty
H&M (€ 2.60)

2 shirts @ from € 14.90 to € 5
H&M (€ 10)

1 denim jeans from € 39.90 to € 9
H&M (€ 9)

2 packs socks (10 socks) @ €7.90
H&M (€ 15.80)

1 black bag
H&M (€ 24.90)

Black Umbrella
V&D (€ 7.95)

DIVINO
Minnetonka grey (€ 59.95)
Minnetonka black (€ 39.95)
Wannabe-Minnnetonka brown (beige) (€ 64.95)

H&M
2 thighs @ €9.90 (€ 19.80)
1 panty (€ 2.60)
2 shirts @ from € 14.90 to € 5 (€ 10)
1 denim jeans from € 39.90 to € 9 (€ 9)
2 packs socks (10 socks) @ €7.90 (€ 15.80)
1 black bag` (€ 24.90)

V&D
Black Umbrella (€ 7.95)

total € 254.90 hell yeah. 254.90

HOWEVER

The However i've already got 3 kinds of minetonkas. The very first minnetonka i got was th suede original zipped minnetonka. I got them from the girl of my nephew.

Suede Original Minnetonka

The second one was when my parents were here in Netherlands on Christmas vacation. They bought me this grey-3layered-which-people-said-as-a-fake-minnetonka. (But sorry, I dont even care if they fake or not. It's just so COMFY to be used)

Grey-3layered-which-people-said-as-a-fake-minnetonka

Oke the third one was this créme or light beige mini minnetonka OR what men said another fu*king FAKE one. And once again, i dont even care if this is also the fake one. :P. AS LONG AS IT IS COMFORTABLE TO BE USED. The originality or the price sometimes don't give such good and comfy shoes. (No offense but, i've just proved it and compared it with my original-suede-minnetonka)

Beige-which-people-said-as-a-fake-mini-minnetonka

Yaph. That was it. I might be crazy and out of the limit.
But what are you gonna do if you need them?
I wish i'm not gonna be a 'real-hedonist' by living in the Netherland.

Hell yeah. I hadnt gone shopping since my parents went back to Indonesia on 19th January 2009. And i had to walk down the streets with my wet boots on ON RAINY DAYS? No way. I need back ups!

Any suggestion?

feeling grey

2009-02-09T22:20:00.004+01:00

i knew this and i really have known this

but i still try to deny it

and finally it hurts me

just like this dried tree

i have to kill this feeling

- lets say goodbye to blue sky -

please comment this post.

2009-01-20T19:14:00.002+01:00

Ada 3 pertanyaan yang pengen gw sharing nih.

Apakah brother atau sister complex itu tabu dan dilarang keberadaannya, terutama untuk kita-kita orang timur?
Apa tanggapanmu jikalau kamu melihat ada pasangan yang sister or brother complex?
Kalau kamu memiliki teman yang mengidap sister or brother complex itu kamu akan berbuat apa?

Dimohon komentarnya soalnya gw bener2 ga ngerti mau berbuat apa untuk temen gw.

Terima kasih. Tuhan memberkati

3.39 am - God. thanks for everything.

2009-01-19T00:30:00.004+01:00

God, thanks for the best christmas present You gave and the best new year ever.

Thanks for sending my beloved parents here to fullfil my emptiness.

Thanks for being so good to me that i could pass those hard days.

Thanks for everything You've done for me and of course for shedding Your blood at the cross.

Now i'm praying for my parents who are gonna fly back to our homeland.

May you'll be blessed by our Almighty God.

I love you all, Ma, Pa.

mijn verlanglijst voor deze maand...

2008-12-08T03:40:00.005+01:00

Hyde SK bag 1

Conceptronic Harddisk multi media 1TB

A plenty of Lomographic X-pro slide

Backpack Hyde SK bag 2

Pumpkin bag by Hyde SK

Fisheye no.2 Camera

Nieuwe Macbook Pro

Mom. i desire these things...

lets talk all about.... WHAT IF...

2008-12-07T02:33:00.003+01:00

My mom had bought me Sony Ericsson XPERIA X1!

They will arrive here in the Netherlands on 20th dec 2008 and on that day i'll be using my xperia!

Ok... cant wait no more...

i've got something to share...

what if...
there is a secret admirer who is after you, who has confessed his love to you and who has said that he's going to wait me replying his conffesion of love, who is too kind to be a boy...

what if...
there is another person whom you love most, giving you such sweet words everyday when he is chatting with you, who always supports you and gives you his help in every condition and in everything you need, who is so attractive and cute...

what if...
there is still another person who you ever loved because he was always teasing you and always giving you candies, and chocolates during the colleges. But unfortunately he has already had a girl who is half indonesian...

i was after a person who i could never reach. then come the person i love most and the secret admirer at the same time.

what are you gonna do if you were me?

Ooh Secret Admirer...

2008-11-29T20:49:00.003+01:00

Oh, secret admirer
When you're around the autumn feels like summer
How come you're always messing up with the weather?
Just like you do to me....

My silly admirer
How come you never send me bouquet of flowers?
It's whole lot better than disturbing my slumber
If you keep knocking at my door

Last night in my sleep
I dreamt of you riding on my counting sheep
Oh how you're always bouncing
Oh you look so annoying

Dear handsome admirer
I always think that you're a very nice fellow
But suddenly you make me feel so mellow
Every time you say hello
http://www.free-lyrics.org

And every time you look at me
I wish you vanish and disappear into the air
How come you keep on smiling?
Oh! You look so annoying.

My secret admirer
I never thought my heart could be so yearning
Please tell me now why you try to ignore me
'Cause I do miss you so
['cause I do miss you so...]

My silly admirer
['cause I do miss you so...]
My handsome admirer
['cause I do miss you so...]
Dear secret admirer
['cause I do miss you so...]
'Cause I do miss you so
['cause I do miss you so...]

Why?
He comes when i am falling for someone whom i couldnt even reach
He tells everything about things
He tells me that he likes me
He says that i dont have to be rushed to give him an answer
He doesnt know
He doesnt know

and i feel myself like a murderer.

What i'm now longing to...

2008-11-22T18:49:00.003+01:00

Mom, would you bring me one of this when you come here on December 19th???
I'm really longing to have this one...

shitthappens vs miraclehappens

2008-11-03T05:55:00.002+01:00

When someone thinks that nobody or nothing could help them out of their troubles, or just say they dont find the "CAP OPENER", people would rather say :

SHIT HAPPENS

But now i know and i learn not to simply say those two words.
It is not as simple as it was written and not as easy as it was said.

I know i might be just a stupid 19 yo girl who doesnt know yet how to earn a living 'under her own foot'. But since NOW I KNOW that everyting happens for A REASON.

Who has made the rules? who has made the chances, who made everthings possible to be done??? Only you and your self could answer this type of questions.

BUT

I am here just wanna say :

I was once almost falling to the cliff but then i keeped thinking that God is always beside me, leading me to His wonderful plan. Now I learn to keep hang in till the miracle happens. I was once not believing if miracle could happen or not and now, I KNOW THAT THE MIRACLE IS NOT JUST A PARFUME BUT IT DOES HAPPEN TO MY LIFE.

The greatest love of all (cover)

2008-11-02T02:27:00.003+01:00

HAHAHAHAHA...

I am trying to stop thinking of him or keep thinking going back home.

I just want to share a new thing here on my blog.

The chronology was :
That day the girl of my nephew came to our house on saturday. She had a beautiful voice and she could sing beautifully. She knew that i loved singing too even my voice is not as good as hers or hell yeah. I'm no such soprano singer. im just an alto or even the bass. hihihi...

She called me and told me to sing a song of Whitney Houston, The greatest love of all.
I thought suddenly. OH GOD! This is a superdifficult song and i didnt dare to sing the high notes!!!

Claire had found a karaoke version of this song on youtube and we sang along together (unfortunately she doesnt allow me to put them on you tube and i had to remove those videos T.T). And we decided to record our performance. Claire sang that song then i sang the song to.

This is me singing the superdifficult song.
Dont laugh please because i just tried to sing it with my ability....
(Okay i didnt get a singing course and i know that i've got no such a beautiful voice :P, but at least i know how to sing as the alto naturally without direction or partitures)

kembali

2008-10-28T02:58:00.002+01:00

pengen pulang.

beneran pengen pulang ma, pa.

eta pengen balik ke indo.

*Gretta Siwalette
3.00am 28 oct

...

2008-10-25T14:00:00.001+02:00

Gretta DOES REALLY want to go back to Indonesia.

Autumn vacation

2008-10-19T16:09:00.003+02:00

The following week we're gonna have a full week vacation.

But i'm sitting on my bed.
Thinking of my past days.
Wanting to run away.
Hiding somewhere where nobody would find me.

My mind is full of thoughts of
packing my suitcases,
holding e-ticket to my homeland
and waiting in the gate where my aeroplane come by,
picking me up.

Cant think any good things
Cant feel any happiness
Cant think any possibilities

I'm just a baby who needs some care, some love
I'm just a child who needs direction to live a short life
I'm just a teenage who's just turned 19 on 7th september
I'm just a girl who needs love and support

I'm just a daughter of her lovely parents
I'm just a human who is sick of this current life
I'm just a loser who doesnt know how to make a right decision
I'm just a sinner who keeps asking for God's help
I'm just a painter who doesnt have a brush
I'm just a pretender who always says, "I'm OKAY"
I'm just a lover who didnt fully love her boy
I'm just a skater who doesnt dare to stretch spin on her skates
I'm just a gamer who doesnt know what is she playing
I'm just a girl who is sick of this life

I'm just a rainbow which lack of RED and BLUE in its color
I'm just a turtle who's always hiding in her "house"
I'm just a

I'm just a student who doesnt know how to work hard die hard

I'm just wanna enjoy my life.

Gretta Siwalette
19 oct 2008 19:59

AS IF

2008-10-18T05:10:00.002+02:00

As if...

As if i could run into his arms
As if he could know that i want to be there

As if i could call him out loud
As if he could hear me now calling him

As if i made a thousand crane for him
As if he knew i really would

As if i could bring him a dozen of chocolate on valentine's day
As if he could know how much i love dark chocolate

As if i could sing a song for him
As if he would hear me singing, "Love is you"

As if i were sleeping on my birthday
As if he could come by at midnight just to say "happy birthday, gretta"

As if i could became his nut
As if he would became my cheesse

As if i could have learned Kung Fu
As if he could fly with me

As if i became a mirror
As if he could stand in front of me, checking everything's all right

As if i could be a bread
As if he could be my butter

As if i could be me
As if he could be him

As if i could be the pinguin
As if he could be my pair

As if i were sitting on my bed crying out loud
As if he could be here calming me down

As if i were your pet
As if he would always cuddle me

As if i were your car
As if he rode me everyday

As if i could meet him earlier
As if he met me last year

As if i could be there
As if he could be here

As if i phoned him right now to say, "alles goed?"
As if he knew how much i adore him

As if i told him, "i love you"
As if he would say, "would you be my number one?"

Gretta Siwalette
Saturday 18 Oct 2008
5.35 am

Love is you - Ten 2 Five

Ohhh
This is how I feel
Whenever I’m with you
Everything is all about you
Too good to be true

Somehow i just can’t believe
You can lay your eyes on me
If this is a fairy tale
I wish you will end happily
Even know we are a part
I can feel you here next to me
Here and now i will love
Stay with me

Let me love you with all my heart
You are the one for me
You are the light of my soul
Let me hold you with my arms
Wanna feel love again
Wanna feel love again
Wanna feel love again

And I know love is you

Love is you

Kujatuh cinta, jatuh cinta yang salah

2008-10-12T13:58:00.003+02:00

Kau seperti cermin
yang telah usang dan berdebu
sebarkan noda dihatiku
berkalang awan kelabu disini

Ku seperti kapas
yang putih hampa dan terkulai
meratapi cinta yang hitam
kujatuh cinta, jatuh cinta yang salah

Bersamamu serasi, hati dan cintaku bernyawa
namun mengapa barulah kini, kubertemu denganmu
kau tak sendiri dan kau tlah berdua

Ku sering menatap awan
andai kubisa jadi burung
bisa hinggap di mana saja
setiap saat bisa melihat kau dengannya, getiir

Ku seperti kapas
yang putih hampa dan terkulai
meratapi cinta yang hitam
kujatuh cinta, jatuh cinta yang salah

Bersamamu serasi, hati dan cintaku bernyawa
namun mengapa barulah kini, diriku bertemu denganmu
namun mengapa barulah kini, ku bertemu denganmu
ku bertemu denganmu berdua, getiir...

Salah jatuh cinta
Agnes Monica

...

2008-10-05T21:59:00.002+02:00

Too Busy.

Homeworks and assignments to be done :

Bouwkundig tekenen (Teknisch tekenen)
Zes Hoofdstukken van Analyse (collage met analyse daar bij)
Handschetsen (deze heb ik afgemaakt! Yay! moet nog de perspectief van mijn project huis, maar ik hoef eigenlijk niet te doen dus... NIET DOEN! en dat betekent dat alle mijn schets kunnen morgen gebundeld worden!)
Project boek en project schetsboek (conceptboek)

Things that should be submitted on Tuesday, October 7th :

Actually all those numbers.
But for our class, number 1 and number 2 should be submitted!

benci karena sayang.

2008-09-27T17:20:00.004+02:00

Kududuk, tak enak.
Kuberdiri, tak enak.
Ingus meronta2 ingin dibuang.
Tissue habis.

Namun, air mata tetap mengalir, bagai hujan gerimis yang tak kunjung reda.
Hati ini begitu sakit menerima kenyataan yang harus dihadapi.
Tepat 48 jam lebih sedikit dia akan pergi.
Dan kuharus berkata bahwa ini tak dapat diterima.
Kubenci dia, kusayang dia.
Kubenci dia karena kusayang dia.
Ku sangat membenci dia karena ku sangat menyayangi dia.

Tissue habis, handukpun jadi korban.
Badan yang peluh penuh keringat basah.
Sekarang mukapun harus basah.
ditambah air mata yang membasahi selimut.
Hati ini sakit. sakit. walaupun sebenarnya ku tak perlu merasakannya.

Menangis di ruang yang sunyi, hanya ada suara isak tangis yang tertahan, dan melody lagu "Keep holding on", avril lavigne.
Sungguh mengena.

Dia telah merampas seseorang yang akhirnya dapat kuanggap sebagai kakak kandung.
Kakak perempuan itu tak akan pernah kembali kepada kehidupan selanjutnya.
Aku benci, tapi aku juga sayang.
Benci karena sayang.
Benar benar menyakitkan.

***

Bayangkan.

Kamu adalah anak perempuan satu2nya.
Tapi kamu sekarang hidup tidak bersama orang tuamu, melainkan bersama Paman, Bibi, dan dua saudara sepupu laki-laki di negri nun jauh disana bernama Bhayangkanlah.
Sepupu pertama hampir genap 23 tahun usianya, bernama katakan saja Urip.
Sepupu kedua genap 20 tahun pada 30 september mendatang, bernama katakan saja Joko.

Karena kamu tinggal di negri Bhayangkanlah untuk belajar, kamu juga harus belajar dan mengetahui dan juga harus bisa menguasai bahasa yang digunakan masyarakat setempat. Kamu belajar begitu keras untuk dapat menguasai bahasa Sumasota di negri Bhayangkanlah tersebut.

Joko adalah kakak sepupumu yang baik.

Urip memiliki kekasih bernama katakan saja Jamila yang sungguh2 dia cintai dan mencintai dia.
Jamila seringkali singgah ke rumah dimana kamu tinggal bersama keluarga si Urip - dan Urip sendiri - di negri Bhayangkanlah. Jamila seringkali membantu kamu dalam berbicara dan membaca dalam bahasa yang masih tergolong asing di telinga. Jelas karena selama 18 tahun kamu hanya menggunakan bahasa negrimu dan bahasa internasional. Dia begitu baik dan ramah kepadamu. Selalu mengajakmu pergi berkeliling ibukota negri Bhayangkanlah, mengajakmu ke tempat yang kamu suka, sedia mendengarkan semua ceritamu. Jamila sudah selayaknya kakakmu sendiri.

Urip memang manusia yang sulit untuk ditebak maunya apa. Dia memiliki perkumpulan yang menamakan dirinya "si penyokokong grup A". Si penyokong grup A adalah sekumpulan anak2 lelaki yang selalu berkelahi melawan penyokong grup lain. Misal : A, B, C, dst. Mereka berkelahi satu malam sebelum grup A bertanding melawan grup B.

Tak hanya pada saat harus berkelahi mereka berkumpul, namun hampir setiap hari mereka berkumpul untuk membicarakan hal yang sebenarnya tak perlu dibicarakan, dan sebenarnya tak perlu berkumpul ria. Mereka selalu berkumpul di sebuah rumah makan Wedi di pusat ibu kota Bhayangkanlah. Hampir setiap malam mereka berkumpul disana sekedar mengobrol - membicarakan hal yang tak penting - , dan sekedar meminum beberapa gelas tuak.

Jamila sebenarnya tak suka dengan perkumpulan dimana si Urip seakan "mengabdikan hidupnya". Dia tak mau jika sesuatu terjadi kembali kepada si Urip dan si Urip bahkan dapat tewas karena perkelahian yang sebenarnya tak perlu dilakukan. (flashback tentang Urip: Urip pernah ditahan selama beberapa bulan dan dikenai hukuman bekerja untuk pemerintah tanpa dibayar selama 2,5 tahun)

Di rumah makan Wedi, tempat si Urip biasa berkumpul, bekerja seorang wanita berusia 30 tahun bernama katakan saja Neni. Entah apa maunya si Neni ini dia selalu berusaha untuk mencari perhatian si Urip, pria tertampan di grup itu. Entah sejak kapan dia mulai memiliki rasa terhadap si Urip, padahal dia mengetahui dengan jelas bahwa si Urip sudah memiliki kekasih yang juga sering singgah ke Wedi untuk sekedar menemui sang kekasih.

Cerita sampailah pada titik peluh Jamila. Urip dengan tak jelas alasannya menjadi berbeda. Dia mengacuhkan semua surat dan panggilan yang diberi Jamila. Saat Jamila singgah kemaripun dia bersikap sangat tidak ramah. Kamupun bahkan merasakan aura tidak nyaman bila bersama diantara mereka. Kamu bahkan dapat merasakan kejanggalan mengapa si Urip berubah sikapnya secara drastis terhadap Jamila. Padahal sampai kemarin dulu mereka masih tergolong pasangan yang mesra.

Tak tersadari ternyata dihari itu Jamila meninggalkan sepucuk surat untuk si Urip yang menyatakan bahwa dia tak tahan lagi dengan sikap Urip yang tak dapat ditebak, dan beberapa hal lain yang tak mungkin diceritakan satu persatu disini. Di surat itu akhirnya dia menyatakan kata putus dengan si Urip.

Urip menjadi marah karena satu hal dari beberapa hal lain yang tak mungkin diceritakan satu persatu disini. Hatinya mungkin tersinggung karena itu. Dan satu hal yang pasti, dia sangat kecewa karena Jamila memutuskan hubungan mereka, padahal si Urip masih mencintainya dan *setelahnya* mengaku kepadanya bahwa dia dapat melihat masa depan bersama Jamila.

Sehari setelahnya Jamila mengetahui bahwa si Urip mendua dengan seorang pegawai yang bekerja di rumah makan Wedi. Hatinya sakit karena itu. Dia masih mencintai Urip namun nasi telah menjadi bubur. Hubungan mereka telah putus.

Seminggupun berlalu. Jamila tak pernah singgah kembali ke rumah, ya hanya beberapa kali untuk memberikan ucapan selamat ulang tahun kepadamu yang beberapa hari yang lalu genap berusia 19 tahun. Dan itu tepat pada saat si Urip tidak berada di rumah.

10 hari berlalu. Jamila menelponmu dan meminta kamu untuk menyampaikan pesan kepada Urip, bahwa dia merindunya. Kamupun menyampaikan pesan tersebut, dan kamu dapat melihat si Urip bertingkah aneh. Dia tampak tidak tak mengacuhkan pesan itu, tetapi bertanya, "kapan dia menelpon?" dan "siapa yang menelpon?". Hal itu cukup meyakinkan bahwa si Urip masih ada perhatian terhadap Jamila.

Jamila pun begitu. Akhirnya Jamila pada hari selanjutnya datang singgah kerumah untuk menonton beberapa film bersama Urip. Dan kemudian menginap di rumah. Mereka tampak seperti yang dulu dan kamu mengira semuanya akan baik2 saja. Hari kedua dia masih ada di rumah, dan sepulangnya kamu dari sekolah, kamu mendengar mereka bertengkar dengan nada yang tinggi. Namun kamu tak berani masuk ke dalam masalah itu bahkan untuk mengambil minum di bawah. Akan tetapi, dan sekali lagi tetapi, begitu pertengkaran mereda dan kamu berjalan kebawah mencari sesuatu yang dapat diminum, kamu mendapati mereka sedang berpelukan satu sama lain sambil mengeluarkan air mata.

Mereka kembali akur.

Sampai pada saat kemarin.

Jamila menghubungi kamu.
Mengatakan bahwa hubungan mereka benar-benar putus.

Jamila bercerita tentang si Urip yang malamnya menginap di rumah Jamila. Mereka berbicara banyak hal sebelum keberangkatan si Urip ke negri dimana ibunya lahir. Mereka berbicara tentang masalah mereka dan hubungan mereka.

Jamila tahu bahwa mereka masih saling mencintai dan meminta Urip untuk memilih antara dia dan Neni. Apakah dia akan terus berhubungan dengan Neni, si wanita 30 tahun itu atau kembali bersama dengan dia. Urip menjawab bahwa sebenarnya dia tak dapat memilih.

Mungkin sejujurnya dia mengharap dapat terjadi sesuatu yang baik bersama dengan Jamila. Namun Jamila telah merusaknya dengan kata putus yang telah tertumpah. Urippun memiliki gengsi dan harga diri dan pada akhirnya memilih si Neni.

Jamila merasa tak apa dengan keputusan Urip karena merekapun tak memiliki hubungan lagi. Namun dia berkata kepadamu bahwa dia tak mungkin lagi singgah ke rumahmu karena Jika dia singgah ke rumahmu, dia tak akan pernah bisa melupakan si Urip, mantan kekasihnya selama 6 tahun.

tak mungkin lagi singgah ke rumahmu
tak mungkin lagi singgah ke rumahmu
tak mungkin lagi singgah ke rumahmu
tak mungkin lagi singgah ke rumahmu
tak mungkin lagi singgah ke rumahmu
tak mungkin lagi singgah ke rumahmu
tak mungkin lagi singgah ke rumahmu
tak mungkin lagi singgah ke rumahmu
tak mungkin lagi singgah ke rumahmu

Kata itu terus menggema di kepalamu, di pikiranmu.

Seorang yang telah kau anggap sebagai kakak kandungmu tak akan kembali kesini.
kamu menyayanginya, begitupun dia.

Kamu ingin dia bersama Urip yang JUGA sangat kamu sayangi, namun itu tak mungkin terjadi lagi.

Kamu kecewa dengan keputusan si Urip untuk memilih si wanita 30 tahun itu yang mungkin sebenarnya tak dicintai si Urip.

Kamu kecewa kepada si Urip dan kesal dan sebal dan merasa benci karena dia telah merampas seseorang yang akhirnya dapat kamu panggil 'kakak' dari hidupmu.

Kamu benci dia tapi juga sayang dia.
Kamu benci dia KARENA kamu juga menyayangi dia.
Kamu merasa SANGAT MEMBENCINYA dan karena KAMU JUGA SANGAT MENYAYANGINYA....

Apakah yang akan kamu lakukan sekarang?

Selamat ultah Be!!!

2008-09-25T21:36:00.002+02:00

Be!!! Met ultah ya!!!

CIE YANG JADI 16 TAHUUUNNN UHUUY!!!

Hip hip Hoeraaa!!!

gw ini sebenernya bego ga sih kalo gw....?

2008-09-24T22:44:00.006+02:00

Nyanyi lagunya Ten2Five yang relatif jaman kuda makan beling.

Hanya untukmu...
Inikah rasanya bila 'ku sedang jatuh cinta.
Setiap hela nafasku bahagia.
Mengenal hatimu hadirkan indahnya dunia
Kau bawa irama cinta di jiwa

Semua yang kumau hanyalah dirimu... satu...
Kaulah jawaban semua doa
Semua yang kurasa rindu dalam asa... didekap cinta...
Hatiku untukmu...

Haruskah diriku bertanya pada bintang-bintang
Pantaskah ku mengharap cintanya...
Semua yang kumau hanyalah dirimu satu...
Kaulah pelita di dalam jiwa

Semua yang kurasa rindu dalam asa di dekap cinta
Hatiku untukmuuu.... hanyalah untukmu...

Oh my guudneeess...
Why do i become so melancholist??
Or shouldnt i sing that song?
God. show me your way and lead me with Your light....

Gila nih... gw dilanda jatuh cintroong.... wakakakakakakkakka.....
Everytime everywhere, bersenandung ria tanpa mengenal kata : malu... hahhahaha.....
uda ah mau bobo dulu... besok ujian lagi... semoga besok lancar sama kaya yang hari ini...

ok is goed

Please follow this link : http://lomotown.myminicity.com/
Please help us increasing the Lomotown by clicking this link and also by passing this link to the others so that they could visit our town too... hahaha...
This is a must-visit-link for the Lomoners, the Lomographers....

Ok... Gotta sketch my project house!
See you soon!!!
welterusten allemaal!

Never fall in love again?? * i think i'll FALL once again*

2008-09-20T01:29:00.004+02:00

What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia.
After you do, he'll never phone you.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

Don't tell me what is all about,
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out,
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love?
You get enough tears to fill an ocean
That's what you get for your devotion.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow.
So, for at least until tomorrow,
I'll never fall in love again!
I'll never fall in love again!

Don't tell me what it's all about `Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out Out of those chains, those chains that bind you That is why I'm here to remind you.  (here to mind you) 3x What do you get when you fall in love? You only get lies and pain and sorrow So, for at least, until tomorrow I'll never fall in love again Oh, I'll never fall in love again



Yeah i know it. Just one word.

W H Y

i might fall for someone one more little time! :)

Druk druk druk - busy busy busy - sibuk sibuk sibuk

2008-09-14T23:42:00.003+02:00

Japh! Ik ben helemaal druk vanaf mijn verjaardag. Met school zaken, met mijn Nederlands. haaaah. Helemaal geen tijd om te zuchten en geen tijd om een nieuwe post te maken *hoewel er veel verhaaltjes zijn die ik hier kan schrijven*. Maar jaa... als ik veeel dingen heb die ik denk dat het belangrijker om te doen zijn, moet ik dat gewoon doen. En pas daarna als ik een tijdje heb om te 'zogenaamd-zuchten', kan ik wel een post snel maken.

Maar. Eigenlijk ben ik nog druk met mijn zaken en vooral vandaag is 14 september 2008 en het is nu 23.48. Mijn Oom is jarig op 15 september. Dus dat betekent dat rond 12 minuten moet ik naar beneden gaan om het 'cadeautje' aan hem geven. Ja ik had vorige week (op mijn verjaardag, 7 september) een cadeautje voor hem gekocht. En ... weet je wat ik gekocht heb?

....

Het was een kook-pan! (ik ben niet zeker hoe ik het moet schrijven maar het is gewoon TEFAL pan om te koken - hij wilde het kopen maar toen hadden we helemaal geen tijd om een nieuwe te kopen -- behalve zijn ze ook duur)

Er was een actie bij sommige TEFAL pannen in blokker DUS had ik meteen besloten om die eentje te kopen.

Deze is de kook-pan....

Dus...
Het is nu bijna tijd.
Ik zal nu naar beneden gaan...

tot morgen --- of tot volgende keer als ik een tijdje heb....

welterusten!

19th birthday

2008-09-07T23:27:00.005+02:00

This day is a wonderful gloomy day... hahaha...

Ok... i decide to finish this blog after the clock showing 00.00

I went to the church, got an excellent sermon of the priest of GUK church (Gereja Utusan Kristus or Afgezanten Christus Kerk) in Amsterdam West. We had a Holy Communion that's why the sunday service ended a bit longer than usual. I didnt realize that my name had been called for the people who are celebrating their birthday last week. I heard my name was spoken but i just simply didnt believed what i'd just heard. Okay. Then when the service was over, a bunch of people came to me and said, "gefeliciteerd met je verjaardag! hoe oud word je nu?" or sth like that which means, happy birthday! how old are u now?

Speaking of which. I got out of the church at 15.10 and took the Tram 1 to Centraal. I wanted to buy a new straightener *since my straightener was dispossed by ARTHUR i did really need to have a new one!!! ~_~*

But, unfortunately i didnt get what i wanted to buy and had just BOUGHT A TEFAL COOK PAN for my uncle!! wayaw wayaaawww... it was 30 EUR with 8 EURO discount. So i did bought it with no idea that there were guests waiting for my return!!! yeah... Tante Sylvie, Oom Robert, Tante Thea, Tante Yoni, en OMA MUTTER plus JANGKRIK were waiting me home!! *tante=aunty, oom=uncle, oma=grandma*

So i got home as soon as possible. I arrived home safely and directly sliced the slagroom taart (whipped cream cake) and the vruchten-vlaai (vlaai fruits). Tommorow i'll take some snapshot of them!!

OK back to a couple hours before i celebrated my birthday.

We went to a so-called annual festival of Diemen, a place where i live. It took place in the Diemerplein. There were a lot of kind of 'games' that were able to make you feel dizzy and want to puke (especially if you had just finished your meal!!) :D I tried no games, nor simple games. (i've experienced it last year). But i was so stupid for not bringing my HOLGA along with me!!! GEEEZZZ!!!!

Anyway... We took some photo's and i didnt make much foto's coz my battery was dying. :(

Oom Errol en Tante Grace!!!

Booster. This is quite scary!!!

Flying octopus or sth else

Sweets from heaven!!

Picking one of them!

those simple games

Oom Errol was aiming the target (eg. of the simple games)

FIREWORKS!!!!!!

Then we were making some videos of the fireworks. you could see them on my youtube...

Part 1/3

Part 2/3

Part 3/3

Enjoy everyone!!!

Ah... Happy birthday to Pamela Virgia, wish u all the best in this "NEW" year!! haha...

ok. gotta read the tomorrow's module and then sleep...
welterusten allemaal!!!

zZzzzZZZzzz...

BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY!

2008-09-07T02:34:00.002+02:00

Happy birthday to me!!

I'm now OFFICIALLY a 19-yo girl!! YAY ;P

I will post the whole interesting things soon.
I'm too tired to write all those things rite now.
I gotta take SOME rest. Thus, see ya later.

Welterusten allemaal,

sketch of a crumpled paper

2008-09-05T22:36:00.005+02:00

my second sketch lesson was taught by other docent. his name was Flip Lambalk. he taught us so nice and.. hell yeah, i prefer to be taught by him, honestly.

the first assignment was so nice.

so nice.

so nice.

once again so nice.

we were given an A4 paper and he said easily that we had to crumple the paper.
i crumpled it 'gently' and hell yeaaah... once he said that we had to sketch it, i was jumping on my mind. hahaha! one of my friend, Quirine, had crumpled it so badly as she hated someone so much.

Luckily, i got a not-so-complicated crumpled paper. As i would show you guys.Ok. i gotta make some sketches of a concept of my house project and have to analyze everything about the place where it should be build, the environtment, and many more things. Moreover i have to learn Dutch for this coming exams!!! CAYOO GRETTA!!! You can do that!!! FIGHT TO MY SELF!! FIGHT TO MYSELF!!!

it's now 22.51 on 5th september. over one more day i will be OFFICIALLY 19!!

Kenapa? - Sharing tentang pacaran dong...

2008-09-04T12:37:00.004+02:00

Gw bingung kalo mikirin masalah percintaan.

Ini sih bukan masalah gw sendiri, cuma masalah temen gw sama cowonya.
Sebenernya sih menurut gw sah2 aja punya cewe 2 karena gimanapun kalo masi dalam tahap pacaran kita kan harus seleksi sapa yang terbaik buat kita. Tapi giliran kalo uda menikah mah jangan coba2 cari pacar baru ato istri baru karena kita uda komitmen buat terikat dengan pasangan kita dalam ikatan PERNIKAHAN.

Itu yang ada di mata gw. HANYA SAJA... entah mengapa atau memang dasarnya sifat manusia yang tak pernah puas dan serakah ato whatever you call it, *khususnya buat cw2* pasti ga mau yang namanya di-dua-in sama cowo/cewenya. Kita pasti menganggap, "Dia kan cowo/cewe GUE." Kata "Gue"-nya itu yang menurut gw asal muasal dari semua kasus yang namanya cemburu, possessif, bersifat menguasai n sometimes overprotective sama pasangan lo.

Secara pribadi, gue juga suka berpikir, "Kenapa ngomong dan berpikir itu mudah, tetapi untuk melakukannya itu suliiit sekali?" Contoh kongkret aja dalam kehidupan sehari2. Kalo kita misalnya masi sekolah. SMP ato SMA (ini berdasarkan pengalaman dulu). Waktu minggu2 pertama tahun ajaran baru, kita komit: Gue harus belajar dengan baik dan ngerjain PR di rumah setiap kali ada PR. (ato) Gw harus serius belajar jauh hari sebelum ulangan, dan jangan pake sistem SKS (sistem kebut semalam). Tapi kenyataannya? Ga semua orang bisa bener2 memenuhi komitmennya itu. Kebanyakan sih mereka pada kegoda setan2 alaihim yang dapat dengan jelas kita lihat dalam kehidupan sehari2 anak2 muda pada saat ini seperti :

Internet
godaan terbesar dalam dunia maya walaupun tak dapat dipungkiri kita memerlukannya untuk komunikasi dan menggali ilmu pengetahuan. Friendster, facebook, blogspot, deviantart, MSN, yahoomess, hyves, email, semuanya ikut andil dalam tergodanya kita akan tak memenuhi komitmen yang telah dibuat jauh sebelumnya.

Games
Yaph... bermacam2 game telah dikembangkan sampai saat ini. Dari mulai congklak, gasing, totok lele (or whatever namanya gw lupa), tapak gunung, karet dan teman2 seperjuangannya. Biasanya sih yang kecantol maenan ginian kebanyakan sih anak2 cowo. Kaya game di PS1,PS2,PS3, Xbox 360, NITENDO WII (yang ini gw suka), WE, PES, FIFA, bola, Call of duty, serta mainan online yang lainnya.
Anak2 cw juga bisa ketagihan maen ginian seperti misalnya gw maen RPG di PSP gw, ato nitendo DS (berhubung gw ga punya itu tapi sepupu punya, kadang ketagihan juga gua).

Hobbies
Bermacam2 hobi dimiliki oleh setiap manusia. Contohnya kaya gue yang tergila2 sama ice skating. Obsesi banget dari kecil sampe sekarang. Kalo ga karena di Amsterdam ini (di Eropa tepatnya) figure skating hanya menjadi olahraga yang dimainkan per musim dingin saja, gw bakalan tiap hari latian (padahal ga mungkin jadi pro juga.

Kalo contoh laen... hmmm... ah... bisa juga hobby maen Billiard ato Pool ato Bowling ato maen Timezone yang bisa dapet tiket banyak. Gw juga dulu hobi banget maen biliard waktu masi di indo. Berhubung punya mobil sendiri, bisa keluyuran kemana2 gw, dan lagi itu adalah negara gw sendiri. Sekarang? kemana2 gue naek angkutan kota amsterdam, Metro, Tram, Kereta, Bus, dan menyusul akan gw pake SEPEDA GANTENG yang baru gw benerin kmaren... hahaha... Terlebih lagi ini negara Belanda dan bukan Negara gue sendiri. Dan gw ga bisa sebebas dulu karena gw tinggal sama oom gw yang sangat ketat dan aga konservatif gitu menurut gw... Ok jangan bicarain dia disini. cape gw mikirnya.

Dan segudang godaan lain yang dapat membuat komitmen2 kita sejenak untuk selang waktu yang cukup lama "terlupakan" dari ingatan kita.

Itu contoh komitmen belajar waktu sekolah dulu. Tapi yang mau gw omongin adalah...

Komitmen untuk TETAP saling mencintai dan menyayangi.

Ini dia yang menurut gue susah juga untuk dijaga. Dalam kondisi sebelum adanya pihak ketiga atau keempat atau kelima.

Awal2 pacaran pasti janji2, terus pake perumpamaan bahwa si dia adalah ini dan si aku adalah itu. Sehingga satu sama lain mendapatkan 'sugesti' bahwa kita bakalan terus jalan sampe 'istilahnya' dunia berakhir. *yaelah... ga ada umpama yang lain apa??*. Tapi kalo lo coba pikirin ya, ada benernya juga gw ngomong kaya gini. Karena entah mengapa pada dasarnya Love is BLIND or Love makes the lovers blind or Love is able to make someone blind. Kalo dalam kamus gw, pengertian 3 kalimat ini beda arti.

Yang pertama Love is Blind ; cinta adalah buta. brarti cintanya yang buta, dia ga punya mata ato matanya rusak gara2 katarak ato apalah *garing deh gw*
Yang kedua Love makes the lovers blind ; cinta membuat sepasang kekasih buta. Ini berarti Sepasang kekasih itu jadi buta dan ga bisa liat dunia luar selain mereka sendiri. (Kalo yang ini sih gw ga yakin baik ato ga. tapi kalo contohnya kawin lari karena ga disetujui ortu entah baik ato ga, yang penting mereka bahagia bersama kalo menurut gw)
Yang terakhir Love is able to make someone blind ; cinta dapat membuat sesorang menjadi buta. Yang terakhir ini yang sebenernya masih AMBIGU. Tergantung dari sudut mana kita memandang. Kalo kita liat di sini (click to follow link), ini adalah arti harfiah dari bagaimana Cinta dapat membuat seseorang menjadi buta. Tapi kalo yang lain adalah karena sebegitu cintanya seseorang terhadap kekasihnya, dia akan melakukan apa aja supaya antara lain : buat sang pacar bahagia, buat sang pacar sedih, buat sang pacar cemburu, dan yang pasti buat sang pacar tambah sayang sama dia, dan terlebih hanya buat dia.

Itu yang biasa terjadi di kehidupan percintaan, tapi kadang ada juga kelompok orang2 yang pikirannya bener2 ga bisa ditebak apa maunya dan apa yang sebenernya mereka cari. Mereka sangat menyayangi dan mencintai pasangan mereka, tetapi dalam waktu yang sama mereka juga dapat menyakiti mereka. Atau ada juga yang lebih memprioritaskan TEMAN, KELUARGA, dan kemudian baru sang PACAR. Secara tidak langsung hal tersebut adalah hal yang sangat menyakitkan bagi setiap pasangan yang diperlakukan seperti itu. Dan hal ini terjadi kepada temen gw yang gw uda anggap kakak sendiri.

Selebihnya, ada juga kelompok orang2 yang kadang jatuh dalam titik jenuh masa pacaran (ada yang bilang bulan keempat ato bulan ketujuh, tapi yang pasti belom dalam angka tahunan pacaran). Bagi gw, hubungan yang masi dibawah satu tahun ini adalah hubungan yang belom bisa dikatakan hubungan pacaran, apalagi kalo uda masuk titik jenuh itu.

Bagi gue, mereka yang ada dalam titik jenuh ini disebabkan oleh "secara sadar atau tak sadar" masing2 pribadi belum bisa jujur terhadap diri sendiri ataupun terhadap pasangannya. Dan mereka biasanya "saling keras kepala dan mnahan diri" untuk tuker pikiran sama pasangannya, KENAPA MEREKA BISA BERADA DALAM TITIK JENUH TSB.

Sejujurnya ya, mereka masih bisa overcome semuanya asal satu atau kedua dari mereka menyadari apa yang telah terjadi, kekurangan dan kelebihan dll harus mereka diskusikan sehingga bisa menjadi titik terang dalam hubungan yang sudah buram2 mendung itu. Kalo satu dari mereka ga ambil inisyatif, bisa ada kemungkinan hubungan jadi VAKUM dan ga jarang berakhir dengan kata putus.

Masi banyak yang sebenernya pngn gw sharing-in. Cuma sekarang gw harus berangkat skul dan kalo bisa gw sambung lagi. Gw butuh tuker pikiran dari teman2 sekalian, jadi kalo bisa kasi komen ya...

ARTIS - THE ZOO part 2

2008-08-31T18:45:00.013+02:00

Part 2 of the previous post.

YAPH We're off to the part 2 of my adventurous day in the zoo of amsterdam.
Well. There was also a building full of the "water living things". Yeah, full of the animals that live under the water. I took a look and there was almost nothing interested. Except two things, the first is these first two pictures. Lets have a look.

Aquarium that shows living things under the Amsterdam City 1
(parking cars on the edge of the river)

Aquarium that shows living things under the Amsterdam City 2
(broken bicycle and a seagull)

The second thing that was a quite-shocking thing was this. I didnt (and dont) even know this living thing was kind a FISH or a MAMAL. It DID have fins, but four legs too as well. And it DID have something like red horn on its head. This animal was so strange but hell it's alive. I took a picture of the "black edition" of this animal. lets have a look. :)

The STRANGE ANIMAL (white version)

We went around and found this unique bird. I thought this was a flaminggo. But i'm not sure bout it, since we gotta rushed to another direction. hehe... bye bye flamingoo!!

Flaminggo?

This following picture was actually taken "luckily". That was a Gouden Leeuwaapje in Dutch, and if we translate it into english it would be : Gold Lion monkey. Yeah. sure because IT WAS REALLY BLOND AND IT REALLY HAD GOLD GOLD GOLD HAIR!!! Unfortunately the golden monkey didnt look at us. :( and if you know dutch, it was called the Gouden Leeuwaap'JE'. the 'je' is an addition of a noun to show that that noun has a small size or something like that. And this monkey was so small and cute and, i just felt like i was seeing a monkey doll.The Golden Lion Monkey (het Gouden Leeuwaapje)

I only put things that i like or that are quite interesting on my blog. I'm an Indonesier and I had never seen the real Kangaroo!!! I could only see them on TV or in the book and I JUST CAN SEE THEM CLEARLY WITH MY EYES AND THEY LOOKED SO DAMN CUTE!!! I wished i could have cuddled them!!! Yeah... i wished. i wished. i wished. *one more animal missing in the artis is the koalas. they didnt have them* :'(

The SUPER CUTE Kangaroo!!! Wanna cuddle him!!!

OK. Now we went to the LAMA'S. I'd just heard from Claire that the Lamas love to SPIT! I just couldnt believe that!! whahahahahahaha.... Since i had heard it, i didnt want to get any closer to this mamal. OH MY GOODNESS, what should i do or what would happen if i got spit by this innocent-face Lama? Honestly, i love this animal. its shape is nice to be seen somehow... :d

A relaxing Lama

Yeaph. we went then to a part where we could cuddle or touch the animals. But, WHY DIDNT THEY JUST LET MORE ANIMALS TO BE CUDDLED besides those GOATS AND SHEEPS? ayayayaya... those goats i had SEEN SO MANY TIMES in Indonesia. Especially when it's almost the Idul Adha. The day of the moslems where they should have slaughtered some qurban (can be a cow, goat, or buffallo ~if im not mistaken sorry if i made some mistakes). And that time, i just feel like I'm HOME!! They smells like what they meant to be. And it takes me back to the past, SOMEHOW...

Touching the black goat.
(seumur hidup gw baru sekali megang kambing!! dan ternyata matanya kambing tuh serem abis!)
In the "kandang" where Jesus was born.

Okay, this following animalS are called "stekenvarken" in dutch (trans: stab pig / stabbing pig). PIG! How could this creature be a PIG? It's more like hedgehog! And this is my very first time seeing this hedgehog.

The headhogs

Just were playing around like childrens... haha
Gretta and Claire

All the skill of these kind of seadogs were performed their ability when they were fed. I should upload the video to my youtube.

SEADOGS PERFORMED!

This one stopped me breathing new air. Why are they so like-a-gorilla-costume?

Walking gorilla

One more time, the LAMA's

The last thing i really love!! The pinguins!! Claire told me a story of pinguins when i was taking their photos. She told me that IF a pinguin has found his or her partner, they would live their life together. Always together no matter what. What i knew was that the male pinguins are gonna take care of the eggs while the females should find the foods!! aarhhh.. what a nice story then i got this snapshot of the pinguins. What do you think after seeing this foto? Give me your answers by posting some comments!

Lovely Pinguins!!!

OK i'm dying and should make my fu**in collage. Gotta have some sleep for about 2 hours then i should start making that thing. ah!! should find some interesting pictures on the internet first!! geeezz.. ok then...

hope you enjoy my posts!!

welterusten iedereen...

ARTIS - THE ZOO part 1

2008-08-31T00:50:00.005+02:00

So is that called. ARTIS. The Zoo.

I went there yesterday *YEAH YESTERDAY*. Yesterday was so great. Yeah, great for so-called refreshing and spend a vacation in Netherlands. I went there with Claire Ruzette, the girlfriend of my nephew, Arthur. Yesterday is just a girl day.

Claire and Gretta (C&G)

I did not realize that the entrance ticket would be soooo expensive! *especially for me* It was €17,10 for an adult. That was a quite nice ticket though with a cute map of the park too. We went into the zoo and saw some buffalo or bison or sth with a giga horn!!

The ticket, the map and the bison/buffalo.

In this zoo i've seen a lot of animals. *YEAH ITS A ZOO, PLEASEE* But not only the regular ones which i've seen in Taman Safari Indonesia (The zoo in Indonesia). SUCH AS THIS ONE! This "KAPOT-VET-GROOT" turltle! IT was almost 1 meter long and wide i think. You could see the difference between those three turtles and take a look at the lettuce before the giant turtle. can u imagine HOW BIG THE TURTLE IS?

The Turtles and a lettuce.Me and that giant Turtle (or another giant one)

It was soo crowded in the lion's cages. I just took one snapshot of the lions when they were walking to another side of the cage. I didnt recognize that they ARE SO SKINNY!! they dont get enough food or something else? Even the lions of the Taman Safari Indonesia GOT a lot of goats for their lunch! So pity... :'(

The skiny lions :'(
HEDWIGS!!! you know who they are. :)
The ELEPHANTS!!The gieren the vulture~ why are they called gieren by the Dutch people?The family of ours... hehe... :P

To be continued...

mijn eerste hoorcollege.

2008-08-29T17:51:00.004+02:00

Today is a super crazy day. I feel like i'm dying. I am soooo tired!

#1 :
After writing my previous post, i went studying "Geschiedenis van de bouwkunst" or we could say it in english History of the Architecture Art. I thought that i wanted to sleep. I slept indeed, but for about 30 minutes i was awake, then decided to read the for-this-morning's-college material. 48 pages actually but i couldnt read that much in a couples hours and all of my books are written in DUTCH language.

#2 :
I had fallen to sleep at 6 o'clock. then FORTUNATELY Yasemin had called me, and she woke me up!!! i was so lucky (and also not) because she called me at 9.10, wether the college began at 9.20. At least i could still be there to have the super-important colleges. I got there for about 9.36 and i thought i didnt miss some important things.

I dont know why did i have a lot of 'energy' to have the collage today, but actually the case is i had just slept for about 3 hours!!

OK then the other college began at 11.15. This college talked about the material that i've read before! hoho... nice. i could even follow almost the whole time, except the part of Egypt-things. I had not finished reading that one. And the college was over and i had still to go home to take my digicam and went to Het Frederiksplein, a small greeny park in Amsterdam. We had our first project which is to build a house in that park. And the house is made for the artists, such as painter, dancer, actor&actress, writers, and so on. We should think about the environtment surround the house to espouse the work of the artists itself.

These are some of the snapshot i made :

A fountain of the Frederiksplein park.Gretta and two treesThe greeny way to greeny areasWe're gonna build the house here!Tried to xplain the location we chose.

After taking some photos we walked down the street and went to Van Beek to buy the 'inkt gum' then i went home.

So much walked, so much learned, so much talked, so much thought.
Now i'm going to SLEEP.. and this time is a real sleep.

Welterusten allemaal...

DUA HARI LIBUR YANG MENYEBALKAN

2008-08-28T20:51:00.006+02:00

Dua hari libur yang menyebalkan - De vervelende 2 vrije-dagen - The quite-annoying 2 free days.

Yaph. As we could see on the schedule, Class 1U and 1V have their 'free-school-days' on Wednesday and Thursday. BUT! Somehow, we couldnt 'savor' our two free days because of that docent who didnt came to our very first project class. *for the Indonesian speakers who has read the previous post must be understand what i am about to say*

INDEED. The story has just began.
Tuesday, 26 august 2008
On tuesday I and the other two students of class 1V were standing in front of the local C2.28, the local room where we were going to have a project class with the docent named Sander van Veen. We had been standing 10 minutes before the class began. It showed 8. 20 while the class should begin at 8.30.

Five and ten and till 15 minutes no one came to that local. It was already 9.15 when we realized that we should find where the docent was. We went to the docents room and asked the colleague of Mr. Sander van Veen and she didnt know it either where he was. Aiya aiyaaa... We came for nothing, it seemed.

We had asked the administration that arranged all of the schedule in the intranet of our school but they said that there was no changing. We had also checked the intranet and finaly decided to send the Mr. van Veen an email to tell him that "AT LEAST" we CAME and even EARLIER than we should have come.

Wednesday, 27 august 2008
Shit happened in this fu**in lazy day. I was reading my new-covered course-book when Wan King called my mobile. She informed me that there's a class of MR. SANDER VAN VEEN on the eleventh hour (it should begin at 18.10), and you know what time it was? It was 17.00 when Wan King called me!! Should i come or shouldnt i? I wanted to come to have some information (at least) about our project. This is very important for the HBO'ers. But yeah, you know.

My uncle was a lil bit mad at me because i told him such a sudden-changed-schedule. I DIDNT KNOW IT EITHER, OOM... How come i know why did the schedule was changed? I am just a newcomer at this school and yes, from the very begining the docents have said that we SHOULD every morning check the intranet, if there's a change in the schedule or if the docent is absent.

Yeah, and the answer was "No, you musnt go there".

Thursday 28 augustus 2008
For the XXXX times shit happened again! I was planning to go to school to make an assignment of analysis class with my friend, Yasemin Barun. But unfortunately she was sick and I think we could do that tomorrow, after class. BUT, circa at 1.30pm Yasemin called me that the schets class was moved from Friday to today at the nineth hour (should begin at 3.40pm).

I AM VERY BUGGED BY THIS PIECE OF SH*T! And i decided to phone my uncle at his office and tell the truth. He seemed angry and thought that everything was not well arranged. Then he told me to complain about this kinda thing, since i should have paid SO MUCH MONEY for this university.

Ok the story goes to the scene when i am arrived at school.

I arrived there at 3.15 and there's still time to have a chat with the classmate, Richardo and other friends, when suddenly when there's almost time for us to have the class, SOMEONE HAD TOLD US THAT the docent of the schets class was sick too. He couldnt give us a class.

*too much bad words here* --- sensored ---

We had nothing to do at school so we (Richardo, Wan King, Quirine, and I) decided to HAVE SOME MEAL, since my stomach is keroncongan because she was not being feed by me. hahaha...
We went to the burger king and i ordered the RED HOT CHILI WHOPPER menu.

I ate the french fries first (this one is a must for some reasons). When i opened the burger, i saw that it was not a WHOPPER. It was a chicken something. I complained to the cashier where i ordered the whopper and they simply gave me the whopper without asking me to pay more. (the chicken something menu is cheaper than the whopper menu that i just had had).

After an enjoy discuss we decided to have a walk around before going home. On the way to NOWHERE we had talked so many things then we decided to have some pictures of us. hahaha... the idea came from me... these are the photos:

After taking photo on this point, we walked back to the station and went back to HvA. The girls needed to do number one. Chit chat about the languages and many things, then we headed back home. huff...

This morning i have a college of the history of the art of the buildings.
200 minutes hearcollege, and the materials come from the fu*kin expensive book, Geschiedenis van de bouwkunst.

Ok. Gotta have some SLEEP NOW...

Welterusten!

Tragedi bolos kelas secara TAK DISENGAJA

2008-08-26T17:31:00.003+02:00

Yaph. Hari ini bener2 MENYEBALKAN!

Gw uda bangun jam 6 pagi buat siap2 kelas pagi gw... kelas paling pagi jam setenga 9...
Hari ini dengan semangat menggebu2 gw pergi ke sekolah.. Sekitar jam 8.15 ato 8.20 gw uda berdiri di deket lokaal (ruang kelas) Disana uda ada Richardo Blackson, dan kemudian datang teman satu2nya cewe di kelas gw *kelas V* yang bernama Yasemin Barun. Jadilah kami berbincang2 sebelum guru dateng di luar kelas yang gelap dan kosong itu.

Lima menit pun berlalu. Richardo uda kesel aje dan bilang *dengan bahasa belanda tentunya*
"Ini mana gurunya? Seenaknya aja telat. Kita aja ga boleh telat mustinya dia kasi contoh yang baik dong? huff..."
Sepuluh menit pun berlalu... si Richardo uda kaya mencak2 ngoceh2 gitu. Gw ngerasa ada yang ga beres, tapi mencoba untuk tetap menunggu..

TAK TERASA angka di iPhone menunjukkan pukul 9.15am. Yak! Jelas sudah. hampir 1 jam plajaran berlalu dan kita ga ada ide sama sekali dimana tuh guru DAN anak2 grup V yang laen berada. Merasa ada yang ga beres kita ke ruang guru. Mati aja ternyata si guru2 sepelintir Meneer Sander van Veen ini ga tau dimana batang hidungnya. Bahkan apakah dia hadir ato ga mereka ga tau... WADOOH...

Terus ada dosen siapa gitu *lupa namanya tapi yang pasti cw* bilang bahwa kita coba buka email kita. sapa tau si dosennya ini ngirim email kalo dia ga bisa ngajar. Kita buka dan... tererereeeet... NIHIL!

Yauda lah.... jadilah tragedi ini. BOLOS KELAS SECARA TAK DISENGAJA...

Bete mutung dongkol kesel sebel bentol *loh?* banget gw! gila aja! uda cape2 bangun pagi2 buat ngikutin pelajarannya si Sander gevlek ini... ternyata dianya ga tau entah dimana. Padahal dia vakdocent loh! maksudnya guru fakultas arsitektur buat BAGIAN YANG PALING NYEDOT STUDIEPUNTEN (SKS) yaitu project kita. HADOOOH... gw berharap aja kalo dia tadi ga dateng. soalnya kalo dia dateng, berarti kita KETINGGALAN 2 jam mata pelajarannya dia. Tapi kalo dia ga dateng ya tenang deh gw...

haha...

Plajaran kedua itu visualisasi sketsa dan gambar tangan. pokoknya disuru gambar kubus yang ditumpuk gitu. terus yaa... gitu deh... gampang2 susa. sebenernya sih gampang buat gw. cuma hanya satu kendala gw. gw ga bisa gambar garis lurus kecuali ga napas. dan terlebih lagi ya. cuma boleh satu garis dan ga lebih. bisa2 aja sih lurus dan 1 garis. cuma masalah gw ituuu... gw ga bisa yang namanya gambar garis yang tipis2 banget!! SUSAH GILA!!

uda dulu deh.. gw mau bobo bentar dulu. baru sampe rumah nih dan abis beli macem2 buat sekolah. cuma hadoooh... mana susa nyarinye...
uda dulu deh. ntar lanjut lagi..
welterusten.

FIRST COLLEGE!!

2008-08-25T19:52:00.002+02:00

one big word.. TIRED..

indeed...

the college began at 12.55 but i was there at 12.15. Yeah... those pretty much heavy books should be bought. I got three important books. they are :

uit de hand, schets-vaardigheden in de bouwkundestudie (by Adriaan van Haaften) this was €13,80
Ontwerp en analyse (by: Bernard Leupen, Christoph Grafe, Nicola Körnig, Marc Lampe, en Peter de Zeeuw) this was €26,50
Geschiedenis van de bouwkunst (by: W.J. van Heuvel en Ir. B.D. Verbrugge) this WAS € 69,90

Yaph... i got some korting or discount because i'm a new student in HvA so i paid ONLY €105,37

After buying those fu**in heavy books, i went upstairs, and need to rent a locker for a year. It costs €15 per locker. What sucks was that we should 'chippen'(*) instead of 'pinnen'(**)
:...(
Yez, indeed. i had no saldo in the chipknip(*) account of my bank pass. I should have them uploaded to rent the locker. then i and Wan King Yi, a new friend of mine got the code of the locker. then we rushed to our VERY FIRST CLASS. and... jeng jeng jeng jeng...
UNFORTUNATELY the elevators had problems that we must go upSTAIRs to the 6th floor. where we have the first class. that was a FU**in D*mN tiring 'tour' to our class.

FIRST CLASS DISMISSED with a fact that we had to copy some NEW ASSIGNMENTS voor next week. I chose to make a glass house and luckily i got a smal japanesse glass house! hoho...

After copying the assignments,we went downstairs from level 0 to level -1 and went upstairs to a hidden workplace of architecture faculty in level 0, to have some drawing materials. LUCKILY we HAD TO CHIPPEN WITH BANK PASS. and my saldo wasnt enough to have all of the most materials. then we ran upstairs again and have my bankpass uploaded again then we ran down again.

The next 'mission' was to PUT ALL OF THIS THICK BOOKS IN OUR NEW LOCKER! hahaha...
We went happily to level 3 and put the things there and WENT DOWNSTAIRS to have the second class. THIS WAS SO NICE! We could able to know how to use the drawing table of the architects!! IT was such a NICE thing. especially for drawing things that needed accuracy and tidyness.

It was not a long class because from our class, only 3 people had the 'needed pencil to draw. then i went home with THOSE FUCK*N HEAVY BOOKS! I should have them covered by a laminating plastic wrap.

now its time to sleep. tomorrow i have a class at 8.30. hufff... tiring tiring tiring...
PS. tomorrow i'll go to amsterdam to buy some 'missing' things for my schools matters. and OF COURSE pick my lovely cross-processed-35mm-films up!! hoho

Welterusten allemaal... hoaaaah.... *yawning*

The Outdoor Day in Maarssen

2008-08-24T12:54:00.009+02:00

I arrived in Maarssen at 8.03am, and found a HvA student there. He was the boy whose jacket was green, that's why i could recognize him. We went to the bus stop, waited for other students who might come with another train. I took some pictures there with my holga and my lumix, yes, on that rainy day. They might think that i was a bit strange girl who walked around with a colorful-a-toy-like-camera. And moreover with a digicam too.

Anyway, I got on the bus then took a sit. Over 10 minutes we arrived at our destination and it seemed that we have to spend ourday in a 'made-by-human-beach' hahaha... We got into the 'outdoor inn' and had something to drink, coffee, tea, and cookies. Nice for me who hadn't had my breakfast. ahaha.

Speaking of which, after having our body filled with new 'energy' *from the cookies*, the group X, where i belong to, was merged with group W and we had to wear orange shirt as orange team. The good news is that I WAS NOT THE ONLY GIRL IN THE GROUP ANYMORE! hahahaha!!! finally there was another girl, a beautiful Moroccan girl called Dounia joined too!! hohoho!!

We played hard, worked hard that day! What a fun *hell* rainy day!
We had to compete other groups in different games. And all of those games included a BIG word. That's about BOUWEN or BUILDING. We had to build a raft, a tower and a catapult or slingshot. Every kind of game needed building skill. We gotta have a good teamwork to get everything done. and hell yeah. We did win 3 kind of games. The raft building, catapult building and volleyball game. Such nice work for the newcomers from HAVO or VWO or MBO.

I knew a little bit of this kind of teamwork, since i had experienced working in a project group, whether it was just a small-and-only-language-group. We had to make such so-called colloquy before doing anything. It was much much better than directly did what was on everyone's mind. Everything was just like a pyramid right? But it's not a really big deal. We had just met each other. Lets just say, we didn't know anything before. One day we could know how to build a good teamwork, right??

Now. It's done when it was hardly raining and every games were called off by the docents. It seemed to be a pretty-dangerous if we keeped doing those games, especially the canoo game. We gotta row the canoo to a red ball in the middle of the lake and... IT WAS CRAZY TO DO IN A RAINY THUNDERY DAY! I was so happy no matter what when it was called off... fiuh~ *you may want to see how dangerous canooing on this lake*

That day i got 22 names and their emails and some of their mobile number. A quite nice approach huh? haahaha...

Yeah. I dont know what exactly are they thinking bout me. A strange-childish-foreign-student who always go with 2 cameras with her? How's my life going to be in the next 4 years? Only God knows. I just lay all of my life in His mighty hand.

gotta sleep rite now because tomorrow i gotta get up early.

Welterusten allemaal!!

22 august 2008 - morning tragedy

2008-08-24T10:44:00.002+02:00

Morning had come. I woke up at 5 am, and had my back packed. Ready to go and I change my 35mm roll film with a new one, the first of my ‘special 35mm film’ from lomography.com. YAY!! since the iso was only 100, i just hoped that today wouldnt be a rainy day (fyi, i always hate rainy days). And shit happened. It was a rainy day.

At 6.55am i went downstairs, and rushed telling my uncle and my aunt that i was ready to go.
They seemed to be aghast and asked where i headed to, and was i going to school. And i said honestly that i was going to Maarssen with all of my new friends from architecture faculty. Suddenly they said :"No, you MUSN'T go there!"
I asked : "Why?"
My uncle : "Do you know how far Maarssen is? It is almost Utrecht!"
I replied : "Yeah. I knew that. we're going there together, why cant i go? i aint alone there"
My uncle : "You dont have to join that kind an unnessesary event! You have already got a school and you dont have to go there to find another school! That's for people who want to study there, you know?!"
I replied : "Nope! i go there not to find another school or go with people who want to find a school or study there. I go with the whole frist year students of architecture faculty and the docents are going too." (i couldnt stand anymore. this missunderstanding was putting me on the cliff)
My uncle : "Whatever! Go if you wanna go!" with anger and then went to his office.

I asked my aunt if i could go *and also asked about her opinion*. She just said that she doesnt know. She seemed agree with my uncle. She went upstairs, maybe took a bath and i couldn't do anything but call my parents.

I'd told them a day before that i wanted to go there but i just couldnt tell my uncle because of that 'freaky scary night'. Told them the situation and the time rushed. it was already 7.10 and the train departed on 7.30. My mom told me that she wanted to talk to my aunt. Unfortunately she was taking a bath. I just couldnt think anymore that i went anyway, was running along the street till suddenly i realized, "Mijn pasje!" or my bank pass! I couldnt be able to buy the tickets if i didn't bring my pass along with me.

I ran back home and i saw my aunty talking on the phone. It was probably my mom. I went upstairs, took my bank pass, then went back downstairs. She seemed to try to act like she didnt know anything, and she was just afraid doing anything that could make her husband upset. She suggested my mom to call my uncle and passed the phone to me. My mom asked the mobile number of my uncle and i gave her on the way running to Diemen Zuid Station. It was 7.23 already, and i had to buy the ticket first on a machine that almost had never been used by me. My iphone showed some numbers : 7.29.

Luckily i could still take the 7.30am train. I went on the train then prayed. "God, am i doing sth wrong? Can't i just enjoy my finally-got-new-life at my new school? Can't i just join the outdoor day with all of my friends? CANT I JUST HAVE ONE DAY VACATION BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS? Can't I? Why can't they trust me to take a long trip to Maarssen? I ain't a baby anymore, even I always do sth childish or silly. I AM 18 and GOING ON 19!!! Why should i BE TREATED as a new-born-baby??"

My heart hurt so bad... It hurt so bad that i cried along the way to Amsterdam RAI, a place where i should change train. On that sprinter train i tried to calm myself then decided to read a religious book given by my mom, Pribadi Tangguh. It was the constellation of the sermons of Pdt. Yuyung Nehemia, my priest in Indonesia. It made me stronger at least that i cried no more.

Rewind to 21 augustus 2008

2008-08-24T02:34:00.004+02:00

Rewind to 21 augustus 2008
First day’s school – Introduction Day –

One day one day before this day I made an appointment with Ali to go to the introduction day together, since we had known that we were about going to study architecture in HvA. I had to register in Student Service Center to give all of the needed documents such as my high school and junior high school diplomas with its translation, copy of my passport and residence permit and other documents. The Introduction began at 10.00am but I was there 45 minutes earlier to register first.

I went downstairs, headed to the schools canteen where all of the bouwkunde students (build environment students) waited till 10.00am. The time had come and we gotta stand in a long crowded rows to absence ourselves. My name wasn’t listed there because I had just registered all of the documents 45 minutes ago. Yeah… that enrollment form was ignored by me because I thought I couldn’t enroll the architecture of HvA anymore till Cindy Groen had called me one day before this introduction day.

On that desk i was asked whether if i would join the outdoor day in Maarsen, and i just replied her, "Yes", then i paid some money for tomorrow's event. It wasnt obliges, but i just wanted to join!! It sounded fun and by joining that outdoorday it seems that i could be able to know other friends. Since i knew that i'm just a foreigner and my dutch language was not as good as those who had already lived here for more than 1 year or years, i should take this chance to let them see that i could exist too in this tough world.

There were some presentations done by the docents of architecture faculty. When I paid attention to the presentations, I knew and I felt that this is my path I’m walking. This is the right way I’m choosing.

Even other says : “Women can’t be success in this field”

Or something like : “You wouldn’t earn much money by being an architect, because no one would take woman as their architect, it’s men’s job”

Or even : “You are about to be underestimated by people, because you’re NOT working as the DIRECTEUR of a BANK”

I would prefer to say : “I don’t care if I don’t get much money or being underestimated by people or this job belongs to men. I just do what I want to do and I just do what I interested to. I wouldn’t study what I don’t like such as ECONOMY, ACCOUNTANCY or something like that. I love drawing, I love painting, I love drawing houses and be able to design it by myself. I love seeing my parents happy because I’m also happy studying what I love. Just say, even if I HAD to study economy, or something belongs to social economy fields, even if I WAS ABLE to get HIGH SCORES on that subjects and for sure I am able to get it, even if I could earn tons of money by doing such works, and still I FEEL that I’m not happy doing these things, I would rather die.”

After the long and fast presentations of the docents, we had a lunch break. I ate my broodje ham met kaas with my chocomel. And got an apple from Edwin, another Indonesian man from TSOC HvA (a dutch course that I attended too) who joined the introduction day too. Then we had to have some presentation again before we got a round trip around the campus. It seemed pretty interesting with some illustration and games about ‘think out of the box’. Then we had to take a trip around the HvA.
It was a quite nice trip except the long waiting of the groups that had to be decided first by the docents or committee. And you know what? I was the only girl in my group. We walked around the building, another group was joining the same trip, and of the two groups, I was still the only girl. (TT.TT)

The last stop was the LAX, a lounge bar of the students belongs to ASVL (Aviation Studenten Vereiniging Leeuwenburg). I didn’t drink beer, so I drank apple juice, then go back home. And got my uncle saying ‘unreasonable’ things while he was cooking. I couldn’t bear hearing what he had just said and kept my mouth shut. *I knew he might have some trouble so I just let him say what he wanted to say*
At the dinner, something had happened that had made my uncle so mad. I couldn’t even say what I had to say that night. I had to tell him that I wanted to join tomorrow’s outdoor day in Maarssen (and that I had paid €20 for it). But on that ‘freaky scary’ condition, I couldn’t say a thing.
Then I kept my mouth shut till the morning had come.

with tears

2008-08-23T21:37:00.004+02:00

22th august 2008-08-22 9.39pm

My eyes hurt because of crying.
My heart hurts more… more than I’ve ever felt
I’m writing this in my room on MS Word, hearing some music outside my space.
I ain’t hear anything but the typing sounds that i make.
I can’t stop shedding my tears. I am not be able to do such simple thing.
It keeps going out of my eyes.

My heart hurts so bad that I can’t think, I can’t move, and I can’t even breath.
It hurts as an arrow tore my chest.
Couldn’t do anything. Don’t dare to defense myself.
Just can see how the arrow rudely keeped tearing my flesh, tried to get itself closer to my heart.
It’s so close that I couldn’t bear no more.
I couldn’t even put some shield to cover myself.
I don’t dare I don’t dare.

Just wish to be able to be gone.
Run from every single thing that has bound me this past months.
I don’t even get how someone could be a totally mean one.

When I finally got what I’m chasing after,
When I finally could have known how we should work hard
When I finally could have the courage to face everything before me
When I finally could have known how we should work hard
When I finally HAVE the guts…
When I finally could have enrolled…
The mean one man seems doesn’t have some respect
Or he just don’t like to see that I could just have had what I’m desiring?
God… show me your way…
I cant bear this pain.
Just can’t imagine what would have come.

First day of school, the introduction day!!

2008-08-21T00:29:00.009+02:00

YEAH!

Yesterday afternoon Cindy Groen, the dean of architecture faculty of Hogeschool van Amsterdam (further i'll write it as HvA)called me and told me that I could enroll the architecture faculty of HvA. YAY!!! YAY!!! YAY!!! XD SO EXCITED!!!

Haha. I just have to bring the copy of my diploma and the translations, and the copy of my passport and residence permit or it's called 'verblifsvergunning' in Dutch (further i'll write this as VV). And where should i bring it to and when?

TODAY!

Today is the first day of the whole new year whole new school. These two last-weekdays-of-this-weekend are the time to introduce everything about the campus and the faculty. Today i would be introduced as newcomers of Architecture Faculty HvA.

Today we have to go around the campus, activate our account in HvA base intranet (i've used to this kinda things because i've got an account when i was in Taal-en Schakelonderwijscentrum of HvA), and further there will be a briefing for tomorrow's event.

Tomorrow we got an outdoor-day. I cant predict what we are gonna exactly do tommorow. What i know so far is that tomorrow we're heading to Maarssen. Quite far from Amsterdam i guess. Because we gotta take a trip with the train. It was almost Utrecht and probably approximately 20 minute to get there. As we can see on the map.

I guess we are going to farms-area. Just like the Intro camp on the past 13-15 August and i didnt partucipate the event!! ah!! It's such a good chance to know all of your friends and it must be so 'gezellig'! But it's okay... there's always time to know each other right? I wouldnt become "down" just because i am still a 'stranger' tomorrow.

Just like a proverbs of someone (i dont know who's quoted this),

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery and today is a gift.

SO, lets enjoy today, work hard and play hard today, forget the 'past' and face the future with smile and flush! OK? Let's go to bed now. Tomorrow i'll be posting something new from one brand new life... hoho... :)

welterusten allemaal....

gotta sleep on a half bed

2008-08-19T01:09:00.000+02:00

I sat on my bed and glanced at this messy bed.

The copies of my Senior High and Junior High School diplomas
The originals and copies of the translation of the diplomas into English that i've just got yesterday
An application form to a Dutch school in Netherlands
My lovely green binder note, a place to write every Dutch words that i dont know.
My was-spilled-by-chocomel-agenda :...(
My lomo notebook
My Kamus Praktis, a Dutch-Indonesian Indonesian-Dutch dictionary
A for-12+children-book Donkere Ogen by Bettie Elias
A Gouden Woonboek 2000 of Claire
An open "Nederlands voor basisvorming Op niveau plus 4 VMBO kaderberoeps basisboek" that i've just got from Claire, the girlfriend of my nephew
My pencilcase
My Syllabus (NT2 en studievaardigheden)
My Data Traveler with a bonus card for Albert Heijn supermarket were chained on my billabong keychain
Two pieces of papers and my pencil and a pen.

What a messy bed -_-"

Well, i think tonight i'm gonna sleep on just a half bed, since the other half was seized by those circa 14 things.

I got a headache by reading the stuff number 10. Now i cant even think what i was going to write. I wanted to write something but i've just just just forgot it! Arrgh... anyway... i just wanna sleep... gotta close my eyes and think about the cotton candy in de Kermis. i'm just wishing i could eat a totally big cotton candy right now.

it's now 2.25 and tomorrow i gotta call someone important. i decide not to take a risk of 'typing something-nonsense in my blog' just like yesterday's incidence

welterusten allemaal, have a nice sleep everyone

a BAD ENGLISH of a sleep-blog-typer -__-

2008-08-17T22:55:00.000+02:00

OH MY GOD!!
I did it again!!

On my previous post i have written:
"Ok now i´m getting sleepy, and it´s not good if i keep typing when i feel sleepy. Because i have a strange-stupid-disease. I couldnt say that this a disease, but i f i fell on sleeping, No matter what i could write some ´nonsense´things on my laptop even my eyes are closed (i´m sleeping). It happens a lot, especially when we a fight against the grim reaper had. I should have just stop Soul and Maka, but i just couldnt do that.

I think i gotta sleep now. lets see tommorow if i have made some mistyping or something.
`welterusten allemaal´"

Oh my my... HOW COULD IT BE?? I couldnt even remember what i was writting and when i checked my previous post, a big-d**n-stupid-mistyping appeared. Jeng jeng... My eyes wide open reading the things that i've written this MORNING... no waay... hikhik... T~T it was mortifying that i've just done a stupid-bad-english.

Even i couldn't write the proper english grammar there (on the grey-coloured-phrase) Even i wrote it with a Dutch grammar which all the verbs are placed as the last word of a clause.

And those sentences were talking about an must-see-anime that i've just watched, SOUL EATER. It is a pretty good anime to be seen. Click here to read the synopsis.

You'd never bored to watch it, because beside the plot is fairly understandable, the graphic is 'delicious' enough to be enjoyed. Moreover this anime is focused on the main characters *you'll know what i mean once you have seen an episode*. The draw-style is also so simple and 'cute' enough that we could watch with no stress. You'd surely laugh everytime the 'fals-instrument-of-recorder-soundtrack' is played. I don't really sure what could make me laugh. But i think it is caused by the instrument itself. It was a so-not-good-deliberately-played-instrument... hahaha

My rate is 9/10 for this anime. I recommend you guys to watch this at your leasure time! ^^

Okay. Gotta confess that it's now 0.15am on monday. I was planning to finish up writting this post before 0.00am but my parents has just called me for more than 45 minutes. -__-" *talking about many things that happen in Indonesia and here, in the Netherlands.

Speaking of which, im gonna watch full metal panic in timo's room.
Plus, i feel sorry for The Netherlands soccer team who are heading home from Beijing. >,<

Oke iedereen... welterusten... slaap lekker...

5.05 am

2008-08-17T04:55:00.000+02:00

It´s now 4.55 am and my eyes still fresh. I should have gone to sleep.

But i just wanna write what was i doing between 2.00-now.
I´ve just found a not-new-but-quite-interesting-site. It is DEVIANTART!!! wkwkwkwk... at first when a friend of mine suggest that i should be a part of DA, i thought, what is this use for? I dont have so many fine-well-done-arts that i could be proud of in that site. My arts (or lets say my previous arts) stayed in Indonesia. And how can i just upload things to DA?

I surfed that site and found out that it was kinda su*s. The menus are not clear enough to be understand. And it was ended with uploading some look-great-photos of me in Amsterdam Arena, Dreamland Bali, and one mobile-editted photo. I was kind a sure that no one would like my first postings.

Since i discovered a brand-new-camera-with-old-technologies, HOLGA, my life´s change.
I become so passionate with this analogue-plastic-toy-camera. When i got the result of my first-35mm-roll-film, i was kinda surprise. The results were not making me down because i´m a really newbie in this field.

Since then i have got a good idea! Why dont i upload those results on DA? People could see my works and i could probably get some useful feedbacks over my lomography skill.
Then i upload some of the-best-shots that i´ve done. Follow the link on more of gretta on : deviantart. Feel free to come by and leave some comments.

Ok now i´m getting sleepy, and it´s not good if i keep typing when i feel sleepy. Because i have a strange-stupid-disease. I couldnt say that this a disease, but i f i fell on sleeping, No matter what i could write some ´nonsense´things on my laptop even my eyes are closed (i´m sleeping). It happens a lot, especially when we a fight against the grim reaper had. I should have just stop Soul and Maka, but i just couldnt do that.

I think i gotta sleep now. lets see tommorow if i have made some mistyping or something.
`welterusten allemaal´

Blog number one

2008-08-16T15:09:00.000+02:00

Japh.

That's right. This one is my first blog in Blogger.com. I've never had a thought that i might make something like this. Because i thought i dont really concern of maintaining a blog. But, everything's is worth to try. We would never know the results, but, if we dont even try once, we would never harvest things.

Okay. Today's topic is...
Why did i choose the words "Welterusten allemaal" for my Blogname?

The very first thing that i've ever thought since i had to own a blogname was "welterusten allemaal" which means have a good rest, everyone. It is a dutch phrase which quite popular to be spoken when it is a bed time. The question is Why did i choose that one?

The answer is, i 'm not sure bout it. haha... i just think that i'd like to blog in the middle of the night when i have already said "welterusten allemaal" to my family here in the Netherlands.
It's just as simple as that, and problem's solved.

Further about the designs of the blogpage itself, i still dont know what to do. Lets think about it soon. I gotta take a bath, then continue with studying. One month and 1 day to go before the most important exam in my life!!

*fyi. now it's 15.26 and even so, i would say, "welterusten allemaal"
especially for those who are in my homeland, Indonesia coz it's now 20.26 in Indonesia... ^^