I'm just an ordinary girl who is used to be called as Gretta. The full name of Gretta is actually Margaretta Carolina. Does Carolina her surname or something like that? Hmmm... How can I explain this? This is kind a complicated story so better not to discuss it here. Hehehe. You may assume Carolina as my surname. :P
Gretta is now going to be a 20 years old not yet mature girl since she is really into animes and mangas specially Sailor Moon. She is also into figure skating so much. Unfortunately she can't improve her skills as good as when she was in her home country, Indonesia. She is also crazy of designs. Well this theme of her blog is designed by Leen (thanks for the cool skin)!!! She is a perfectionist. All the things she does have to be well done, and NOT half done (it's scary if I have to watch some blood on my meal!! (>,<)
She's now hardly studying architecture in the Netherlands. She speaks more Dutch than English nowadays - ever since she attends a Dutch university of appliances (Hogeschool van Amsterdam). She may not speak English fluently as before (or even her writing skill is becoming worse), but she can still understand what people are saying.
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Ooh Secret Admirer...
Saturday, November 29, 2008 8:49 PM
Oh, secret admirer When you're around the autumn feels like summer How come you're always messing up with the weather? Just like you do to me....
My silly admirer How come you never send me bouquet of flowers? It's whole lot better than disturbing my slumber If you keep knocking at my door
Last night in my sleep I dreamt of you riding on my counting sheep Oh how you're always bouncing Oh you look so annoying
Dear handsome admirer I always think that you're a very nice fellow But suddenly you make me feel so mellow Every time you say hello http://www.free-lyrics.org
And every time you look at me I wish you vanish and disappear into the air How come you keep on smiling? Oh! You look so annoying.
My secret admirer I never thought my heart could be so yearning Please tell me now why you try to ignore me 'Cause I do miss you so ['cause I do miss you so...]
My silly admirer ['cause I do miss you so...] My handsome admirer ['cause I do miss you so...] Dear secret admirer ['cause I do miss you so...] 'Cause I do miss you so ['cause I do miss you so...]
Why? He comes when i am falling for someone whom i couldnt even reach He tells everything about things He tells me that he likes me He says that i dont have to be rushed to give him an answer He doesnt know He doesnt know
When someone thinks that nobody or nothing could help them out of their troubles, or just say they dont find the "CAP OPENER", people would rather say :
SHIT HAPPENS
But now i know and i learn not to simply say those two words. It is not as simple as it was written and not as easy as it was said.
I know i might be just a stupid 19 yo girl who doesnt know yet how to earn a living 'under her own foot'. But since NOW I KNOWthat everyting happens for A REASON.
Who has made the rules? who has made the chances, who made everthings possible to be done??? Only you and your self could answer this type of questions.
BUT
I am here just wanna say :
I was once almost falling to the cliff but then i keeped thinking that God is always beside me, leading me to His wonderful plan. Now I learn to keep hang in till the miracle happens. I was once not believing if miracle could happen or not and now, I KNOW THAT THE MIRACLE IS NOT JUST A PARFUME BUT IT DOES HAPPEN TO MY LIFE.
I am trying to stop thinking of him or keep thinking going back home.
I just want to share a new thing here on my blog.
The chronology was : That day the girl of my nephew came to our house on saturday. She had a beautiful voice and she could sing beautifully. She knew that i loved singing too even my voice is not as good as hers or hell yeah. I'm no such soprano singer. im just an alto or even the bass. hihihi...
She called me and told me to sing a song of Whitney Houston, The greatest love of all. I thought suddenly. OH GOD! This is a superdifficult song and i didnt dare to sing the high notes!!!
Claire had found a karaoke version of this song on youtube and we sang along together (unfortunately she doesnt allow me to put them on you tube and i had to remove those videos T.T). And we decided to record our performance. Claire sang that song then i sang the song to.
This is me singing the superdifficult song. Dont laugh please because i just tried to sing it with my ability.... (Okay i didnt get a singing course and i know that i've got no such a beautiful voice :P, but at least i know how to sing as the alto naturally without direction or partitures)
