I'm just an ordinary girl who is used to be called as Gretta. The full name of Gretta is actually Margaretta Carolina. Does Carolina her surname or something like that? Hmmm... How can I explain this? This is kind a complicated story so better not to discuss it here. Hehehe. You may assume Carolina as my surname. :P
Gretta is now going to be a 20 years old not yet mature girl since she is really into animes and mangas specially Sailor Moon. She is also into figure skating so much. Unfortunately she can't improve her skills as good as when she was in her home country, Indonesia. She is also crazy of designs. Well this theme of her blog is designed by Leen (thanks for the cool skin)!!! She is a perfectionist. All the things she does have to be well done, and NOT half done (it's scary if I have to watch some blood on my meal!! (>,<)
She's now hardly studying architecture in the Netherlands. She speaks more Dutch than English nowadays - ever since she attends a Dutch university of appliances (Hogeschool van Amsterdam). She may not speak English fluently as before (or even her writing skill is becoming worse), but she can still understand what people are saying.
Gretta DOES REALLY want to go back to Indonesia.
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Autumn vacation
Sunday, October 19, 2008 4:09 PM
The following week we're gonna have a full week vacation.
But i'm sitting on my bed. Thinking of my past days. Wanting to run away. Hiding somewhere where nobody would find me.
My mind is full of thoughts of packing my suitcases, holding e-ticket to my homeland and waiting in the gate where my aeroplane come by, picking me up.
Cant think any good things Cant feel any happiness Cant think any possibilities
I'm just a baby who needs some care, some love I'm just a child who needs direction to live a short life I'm just a teenage who's just turned 19 on 7th september I'm just a girl who needs love and support
I'm just a daughter of her lovely parents I'm just a human who is sick of this current life I'm just a loser who doesnt know how to make a right decision I'm just a sinner who keeps asking for God's help I'm just a painter who doesnt have a brush I'm just a pretender who always says, "I'm OKAY" I'm just a lover who didnt fully love her boy I'm just a skater who doesnt dare to stretch spin on her skates I'm just a gamer who doesnt know what is she playing I'm just a girl who is sick of this life
I'm just a rainbow which lack of RED and BLUE in its color I'm just a turtle who's always hiding in her "house" I'm just a
I'm just a student who doesnt know how to work hard die hard
As if i could run into his arms As if he could know that i want to be there
As if i could call him out loud As if he could hear me now calling him
As if i made a thousand crane for him As if he knew i really would
As if i could bring him a dozen of chocolate on valentine's day As if he could know how much i love dark chocolate
As if i could sing a song for him As if he would hear me singing, "Love is you"
As if i were sleeping on my birthday As if he could come by at midnight just to say "happy birthday, gretta"
As if i could became his nut As if he would became my cheesse
As if i could have learned Kung Fu As if he could fly with me
As if i became a mirror As if he could stand in front of me, checking everything's all right
As if i could be a bread As if he could be my butter
As if i could be me As if he could be him
As if i could be the pinguin As if he could be my pair
As if i were sitting on my bed crying out loud As if he could be here calming me down
As if i were your pet As if he would always cuddle me
As if i were your car As if he rode me everyday
As if i could meet him earlier As if he met me last year
As if i could be there As if he could be here
As if i phoned him right now to say, "alles goed?" As if he knew how much i adore him
As if i told him, "i love you" As if he would say, "would you be my number one?"
Gretta Siwalette Saturday 18 Oct 2008 5.35 am
Love is you - Ten 2 Five
Ohhh This is how I feel Whenever I’m with you Everything is all about you Too good to be true
Somehow i just can’t believe You can lay your eyes on me If this is a fairy tale I wish you will end happily Even know we are a part I can feel you here next to me Here and now i will love Stay with me
Let me love you with all my heart You are the one for me You are the light of my soul Let me hold you with my arms Wanna feel love again Wanna feel love again Wanna feel love again
Kau seperti cermin yang telah usang dan berdebu sebarkan noda dihatiku berkalang awan kelabu disini
Ku seperti kapas yang putih hampa dan terkulai meratapi cinta yang hitam kujatuh cinta, jatuh cinta yang salah
Bersamamu serasi, hati dan cintaku bernyawa namun mengapa barulah kini, kubertemu denganmu kau tak sendiri dan kau tlah berdua
Ku sering menatap awan andai kubisa jadi burung bisa hinggap di mana saja setiap saat bisa melihat kau dengannya, getiir
Ku seperti kapas yang putih hampa dan terkulai meratapi cinta yang hitam kujatuh cinta, jatuh cinta yang salah
Bersamamu serasi, hati dan cintaku bernyawa namun mengapa barulah kini, diriku bertemu denganmu namun mengapa barulah kini, ku bertemu denganmu ku bertemu denganmu berdua, getiir...
Zes Hoofdstukken van Analyse (collage met analyse daar bij)
Handschetsen (deze heb ik afgemaakt! Yay! moet nog de perspectief van mijn project huis, maar ik hoef eigenlijk niet te doen dus... NIET DOEN! en dat betekent dat alle mijn schets kunnen morgen gebundeld worden!)
Project boek en project schetsboek (conceptboek)
Things that should be submitted on Tuesday, October 7th :
Actually all those numbers. But for our class, number 1 and number 2 should be submitted!
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