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I'm just an ordinary girl who is used to be called as Gretta. The full name of Gretta is actually Margaretta Carolina. Does Carolina her surname or something like that? Hmmm... How can I explain this? This is kind a complicated story so better not to discuss it here. Hehehe. You may assume Carolina as my surname. :P

Gretta is now going to be a 20 years old not yet mature girl since she is really into animes and mangas specially Sailor Moon. She is also into figure skating so much. Unfortunately she can't improve her skills as good as when she was in her home country, Indonesia. She is also crazy of designs. Well this theme of her blog is designed by Leen (thanks for the cool skin)!!! She is a perfectionist. All the things she does have to be well done, and NOT half done (it's scary if I have to watch some blood on my meal!! (>,<)

She's now hardly studying architecture in the Netherlands. She speaks more Dutch than English nowadays - ever since she attends a Dutch university of appliances (Hogeschool van Amsterdam). She may not speak English fluently as before (or even her writing skill is becoming worse), but she can still understand what people are saying.



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Autumn vacation
Sunday, October 19, 2008 4:09 PM
The following week we're gonna have a full week vacation.

But i'm sitting on my bed.
Thinking of my past days.
Wanting to run away.
Hiding somewhere where nobody would find me.

My mind is full of thoughts of
packing my suitcases,
holding e-ticket to my homeland
and waiting in the gate where my aeroplane come by,
picking me up.

Cant think any good things
Cant feel any happiness
Cant think any possibilities

I'm just a baby who needs some care, some love
I'm just a child who needs direction to live a short life
I'm just a teenage who's just turned 19 on 7th september
I'm just a girl who needs love and support

I'm just a daughter of her lovely parents
I'm just a human who is sick of this current life
I'm just a loser who doesnt know how to make a right decision
I'm just a sinner who keeps asking for God's help
I'm just a painter who doesnt have a brush
I'm just a pretender who always says, "I'm OKAY"
I'm just a lover who didnt fully love her boy
I'm just a skater who doesnt dare to stretch spin on her skates
I'm just a gamer who doesnt know what is she playing
I'm just a girl who is sick of this life

I'm just a rainbow which lack of RED and BLUE in its color
I'm just a turtle who's always hiding in her "house"
I'm just a

I'm just a student who doesnt know how to work hard die hard

I'm just wanna enjoy my life.

Gretta Siwalette
19 oct 2008 19:59